I wish I could say I don't miss you, that I don't miss the way your lips tasted against mine or all the memories we shared.
I wish I could lie and say it doesn't hurt, but let's face it. You're not someone I can just erase.
A picture tells a thousand stories, words share a thousand thoughts. There's too much history to just set aside.
Fuck you for all the ways you ruined me, ruined men for me. I can't stop thinking about the ways you made me feel or how your touch sent fire through my body.
It's been too long, since I've last known what it means to be loved, I'm losing a grasp on reality.
I just want to feel alive. I'm empty inside. I don't want to feel like this tonight.
