I wish I could forget you, but I can't.
Therefore I wish to hate you, but I simply can't . I only end up wondering where and what I did wrong. That made you want to walk away.
I wish I knew what you were thinking, the night you decided I wasn't enough. I wish I understood what could make you want to break my heart in such a way.
I wish I could take back every memory or the stinging in my eyes at your name. I wish I didn't feel like this, when this was so long ago and yet it still feels like it happened today.
I wonder if you're happy, or if apart of you feels lost too. I wonder if there was always someone else, who was better, mattered more, loved you better or was I just never that important.
It sickens me to know, you were so ashamed of us that you hid me. It sickens me to know, you tried to cheat on me with someone I knew. I think long and hard about all these little things, and then I remember that you were never meant to be my forever. Simply meant to be my beginning.
