Maybe I do love you (Ruinene fanfiction)

Regret

*Nene's POV*

I pull away from him. My heart is racing, it felt so right somehow. I can't stop smiling. Suddenly reality hits, Rui isn't saying anything. My smile fades and I'm scared to meet the look on his face. I look away. I feel like I'm gonna cry. I have to get out of here.

- I gotta go, I say, quickly.

I run off before he can say anything. I run all the way home. I throw myself on my bed and cry. I've ruined everything. My mind is like a battlefield.

*No, no, no! Why did I do that? I shouldn't have kissed him, he's not gonna want anything to do with me now! I could never face him again, I'll have to quit wonderlands x showtime.*

- Nene? Is everything okay?

I look up, my dad is standing in my doorway. He's usually at work, not today apparently.

- No, I say. I'm doing terrible.

He comes into my room and sits on the bed with me. He hugs me, not saying everything. I hug him back, sobbing. He doesn't ask any questions or anything. I think he can tell that I don't wanna talk.

It's monday and I haven't spoken to Rui since I kissed him. He sent me a few texts but I'm too scared to open them. I'm standing outside Kamiyama high school. The gates intrigue me. I give myself an internal pep talk before going inside. I spot Rui a couple of times throughout the day. I ignore him every time. He doesn't seem to notice me, or he's just ignoring me back. I was just heading to math class when I heard a voice behind me.

- Nene!

It's Tsukasa, oh no. Rui probably told him everything! I bite my lip and try to walk away but he grabs my arm.

- We have to talk, he says.

- I need to go to math class, Tsukasa.

- Please!

I sigh, I can't keep doing this. If I can't talk to Rui about the kiss I should at least talk to Tsukasa.

- Fine, I say.

- Rui told me everything, he tells me.

- I'm going to apologize, I just don't feel ready to talk to him yet, I say.

- You won't have to apologize.

What? Not have to apologize?

- He obviously likes you, he continues. And he obviously liked the kiss.

I smile. Tsukasa's words fill my whole body with happiness.

- Thank you, Tsukasa, I say.

He smiles at me, then I remember, I'm gonna be late for math!

Note:  I'm so sorry that this is a short one! I have some bigger ideas for the next part. Also thank you for putting my story on first place in #ruinene! If you wnt to boost my story the best thing you could do is leave a comment!