Undeserving

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I don't know.... 
I try to take control of my life but in the end
I'm just watching it slowly spin out of control leaving me alone,
Trapped in this broken chair.

Only to hear my sobs and wails cut through the air.
Why am I suffering so much?
Why can't I forget you and just move on?
I tried saying goodbye to you but it only left me broken
Even more than before now I don't know if that's possible.

And every breathe I take, 
Leaves a fresh wound in its wake,
But it's not stopping me from healing.
And every turn I take,
Is warning sign I break,
But I know that I'm not healing.

Now if I come meet you
Will things ever go back to how they were?
Cause I don' think I'm ready to loose you just yet
I love you and I know I will keep doing
even if you push me away for a million times,
Will you ever again try to come back to me too?

I don't know...

Cause every breathe I take,
Leaves a fresh wound in its wake,
But it doesn't save me from those feelings.
And every turn I take,
Is a warning sign, I know I'll break,
Even though I know, I'm not healing.

Even after all thing I say to you,
Don't come back, it'll only hurt you
I guess I was right when I used to say
I don't deserve you.

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