Trust issues (2)

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Sana: enough Siddharth......enough 8s enough bohot bakwas sunn Li maine tumhari........tum yeh sab sochte ho na mere baare mai......yahi sab bhara hai tumhare dimaag mai mere liye......kaise Siddharth kaise??kaise soch sakte ho tum mere baare mai aise......tum jante hi nahi ho kya mujhe??mai tumhe aisi lagti hu??btao na Siddharth...........trust ki baat tum kar rahe ho Siddharth.......jisne kabhi mujhpe trust kiya hi nahi........jispar mai khud se zyada trust karti thi usne kabhi mujhe par trust kiya hi nahi......mana hamare beech thode trust issues the aur hai par yeh soch hai tumhare mere liye..........pata hai mai tumhe thank you bolna chahti hu.....pata hai kyu??mujhe sikhane ke liye ki koi apna nahi hota.......mai ek bohot hi acchee sapne Mai jee Rahi thi thank you usko todne ke liye.......mujhe yeh samjhane ke liye hum chahe jitni bhi shiddat se mohobbat karle.....badle mai hume dhokha hi milega......hum chahe kitna bhi bharosa karle badle mai hume dhokha hi milega.........tumne har baar mujhe hurt Kiya hai har baar mera bharosa toda hai har baar tumne mujhe toda hai lekin maine har baar maaf Kiya hai tumne.........

Sid: toh.....

Sana: nahi Siddharth aaj nahi aaj mai bolungi .....har baar mai sunti hu tumhari bakwas......har baar mai jhelti hu tumhara gussa iss baar nahi.....iss baar tumhari baari hai suddha..........baar baar hurt hone ki baar karte ho na.....kehte ho tumhe kuch ho jayega toh mera kya hoga.....mujhpar ek kharoch bardasht nahi hai........zara mere dil mai zhak kar dekho Siddharth........tumhe Mera dil hazar tukdo mai bikhra milega.........tumhari har baat mere dil mai chaku ki tarah chubhti hai........tumne mujhe jitni baar hurt Kiya maine har baar maaf Kiya kyuki woh mera pyaar tha par ab bas Siddharth......ab bas.....ab yeh sab mujhse aur nahi hoga......acchaa hoga ki tum mujhse durr rahi mujhse bhi aur meri life se bhi..........

Sid felt her every word right.......how she has suffered becouse of him.........how much she got hurt because of him.......how can he not trust his sana......how can he treat his sana like this only because of his anger and jealousy..........Sid knew now how much he was hurting her everytime.........

Sid: sana.....

Sana: call me shehnaaz ..........

She was about to go when he held her hands......

Sid: sana sunn toh le.....

Sana shouted loudly: its shehnaaz mr.shukla aur ab sunne k liye kuch bacha hi nahi hai........

Sid: tu toh meri sana hai na........

Sana: mere apnon ko hi mujhe sana bulana ka haq hai aur jo mera apna nahi use mai yeh haq nahi deti hu jo dil se utar chuka ho usko mai mud kar dobara nahi dekhti aur jo bhi feelings mere dil mai bachi aapke liye mr.siddharth woh sb khatam I feel nothing for you........

Saying this she went out leaving a shocked numb and hurt Sid behind........Sid was shocked to see her this behaviour........here sana came out of the farmhouse sat in the car and started driving car aimlessly............

Here in farm house everyone came back.........

Arjit: Sid tu yahi hai??

Sid: haa bhai coming from his room........

Nishi: sana kaha hai??

Sid: woh....woh......

Nishi: woh choddo usko bula usko bolo ki dekh kon aaya hai.......

A tall well built man came inside looking very hot........and Sid was shocked to see him

Sid: tum?

Person: haa kyu nahi aa sakta??waise Sanu kaha hai??

Nishi: raghav tu inhe janta hai?

Raghav: haa hum abhi mile the......mai aur sana saath hi the

Nishi: Siddharth yeh hai raghav humara college friend hai......jb sanu London aayi thi 2 saal pehle tb use bilkul bhi jeene ki icchaa nhi thi woh marna chahti thi.......maine kisiko yeh baat nahi btati Aaj Tak ki......

Rocky: nahi Nishi......tu uski Kasam nahi tod sakti.......

Nishi: mujhe bolne do Rocky Aaj.......aaj agar maine inhe nahi btaya toh bohot kuch galat ho jayega

Arjit: yeh tum kya bol rahi ho?

Nishi: woh.....subah jab sana mil nahi Rahi thi toh maine use call Kiya tha kaha hai puchne ke liye par.......

Rocky: par kya Nishi?

Nishi: maine uski aur Siddharth ki saari baate sunn Li....mai nahi bta sakti unhone use kya kya kaha hai......par aaj mujhe bolne do Rocky.......

After a long breath she started saying........

Nishi: hum 3 friends the London mai saath mai rehte the....mai Rocky aur raghav......sana kbhi kbhi aati thi humse Milne par iss baar woh hamesha ke liye aa gyi hume nhi pta yaha kya hua tha......but woh bohot badal gayi thi na khane ka hosh na pine ka na kisi se baat karne ka ........usko har raat Panik attacks aate the .......yeh toh sabko pata hoga.....par ab jo nai bata rahi hu woh mere Rocky raghav aur marry di ke alawa kisi ko nahi pta tha.....mahima ko bhi nahi.....sorry mahima yeh chupane ke liye but sana ne Kasam di thi hume ..........

Sid: Nishi woh baat batao na

Nishi: woh baat yeh hai ki sana ne 3 baar suicide attempt kiya tha

Everyone were shocked to listen this......they all didn't knew sana had gone throught this all..........they all never expected sana to take this big step.........

Nishi: haa sana ne suicide karne ki koshish ki thi......uss waqt use ek friend cum father ki bohot zarurat thi.....aur raghav ne use feel karwaya ki he is not a mere friend of her but also a brother and a father.........usne sana ko jeene ki wajah di.....ek ummed di.....aaj agar sana Zinda hai toh sirf raghav ki wajah se ..........raghav hum teeno ko apni behen manta hai pr sana ko.....sana ko woh apni behen..beti..sabkuch manta tha.............

Now Sid realised what blunder he has did........only because of his insecurities.....because of his jealousy........Sid came and tightly hugged raghav and thank him numerous times.......and their this moment was broken by a call........raghav got a call from an unknown number......
He picked up the call.........

Raghav: hello.....

Caller:................

Anddddd the phone slipped from his hand and he sat on the ground with a thud and started crying badly..............


Who could be the caller??

What did the caller told him??

Where did sana went alone??

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