I've Been Damaged [matty healy + george daniel au] [boyxboy]

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"Wow Matty. I'm really happy for you. But at the same time, I feel like you've made a mistake." Louis said to me.

I went back to the flowery field to go see Rita and Louis.

I mean, they are the only friends I have at the moment.

We were all sitting on the field in Indian style, them two sitting facing me as I sit facing them.

I told them both about what happened with me and George and now recently about me and Zayn.

"I kinda agree with my bro here, Matt" said Rita agreeing with Louis.

I rolled my eyes.

They don't even know about Zayn.

He is a nice guy.

"What mistake have I made?"

"Well for one, I can see that you still like George. You're just running away from him" Louis explained while he crossed his arms. "You chose Zayn because you feel like you two can fix each other. At some cases, two wrongs can't make it right, well in this situation, two broken souls can't fix each other without one learning how to be strong."

Wow.

I never took Louis as the 'Master of all wisdom' type.

He chose marvelous words.

I had to admit.

"Now don't get me wrong, Matty. I'm not saying you two can't make it out but you two can't if you still like George. Which in my opinion, is the person it should have been the whole time" Louis finally finished.

"Damn. Who knew my brother was a preacher?" Rita said jokingly. Louis just rolled his eyes.

I admired his sassiness.

"Whatever Rita. I just know what I am talking about!" pouted Louis.

"Yeah but you never even dated anybody!"

"I've watched enough chick-flicks in my life to know what I am talking about!"

Those two are a trip.

"But anyway Matty, how does Zayn act around you?" Louis asked.

"Well he is a bit quiet. Not really what I expected for being my first boyfriend. I always pictured someone more....dominant. He is just a shy as me"

I always pictured my first boyfriend to be way taller than me and picking me up and saving me from my father.

To be honest, I pictured George being my first boyfriend.

I'm content with Zayn.

Even though he is basically not the type I was going for, I feel that we were perfect for each other.

I guess.

"Well as long as you're happy, that's what matters" Rita said.

We all looked around to see that the sun was close to setting.

"Rita, I guess it's time for us to get going"

Louis was right. We all should be on our way.

"Yeah Louis let's go before our parents get worried. See you later Matty!"

"See you guys"

I'm glad I now have them I could go to.

"I guess it's time to walk" I told myself.

So I began my walk with my arms folded behind my head.

Walking in deep thought.

I was so deep in thought that I ran into someone.

Oh my God.

Again.

"Hey Matty. Didn't think you'd be out here"

It was George.

Of course.

How cliché.

"Uhhh.. same to you"

"Can I walk you home?"

"..Sure"

We walked in silence for a few minutes.

We just walked side by side without even looking in each other's direction.

But he began to ask me questions.

"How is everything....y'know..with Zayn?"

"Well it's going good at the moment. How are things with you?"

"Okay I guess"

We kept walking and we ended up at my location.

"Well thank you, George"

"No problem, Matty "

George then walked off to his own direction.

I unlocked my front door and walked into my home.

I'm still home alone.

I reached into my pocket to check my phone since I put on silent when I was on my way to see Louis and Rita.

When I looked at it, I was in shock.

11 missed calls and 13 text messages all from Zayn.

I quickly dialed him back.

"Where the fuck were you, huh!!?" Zayn said in a loud, frustrated tone.

A tone I never thought he had.

"I was seeing my friends"

"What fucking friends were more important than your own fucking boyfriend!!?"

I've never witnessed this side of Zayn before.

"I'm s-sorry"

Then he hung up.

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Updated. This coulda been up but I was lazy lol.

Who else died this weekend when people thought The 1975 were done?

Well all their social media are back up and running but now all pink.

I'm excited for this new era.

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