I've Been Damaged [matty healy + george daniel au] [boyxboy]

e l e v e n .

I was at Zayn's house.

I felt bad for missing his calls from the other day so he invited me over since his family is away and basically abandoned him.

Poor guy.

I was still in shock from his actions prior to the invite to his house.

But I guess he let his emotions get the best of him.

"Hey babe, you want something to drink? I got some light blue Gatorade!" he called from the kitchen while I was sitting down on the couch in his living room.

Light blue Gatorade.

My weakness.

"That'd be nice!"

He came in with a glass full of my favorite liquid while he had a can of Pepsi in his other hand.

"Here babe." Zayn said while he handed me my drink.

"Thanks"

"You look lovely today"

An immediate blush rose across my face.

I smiled "Stop. Enough with the compliments, Zayn"

"I'm serious, Matty. I'm so glad that I get to call you mine" Zayn kissed my forehead.

I felt loved.

Loved for the first time.

We then decided to lay down on his couch and watch The Big Bang Theory.

I layed down horizontally first expecting him to wrap his arms around me and hold me but he ended up sliding in front me and grabbing my arms to wrap around him.

"I wanted to be held..."

"Well get over it"

That was kinda harsh.

I guess he was just kinda in a bad mood?

Yeah that's it.

After choosing to watch television, Zayn wanted to watch a movie.

"Wanna watch The Ring?"

I quickly shook my head no.

I hated scary movies.

"I don't like watching anything s-sc-scary"

"Oh for fuck's sake, chill out Matty!"

Zayn then popped in the DVD and pressed play.

He scooted back in the position he was in earlier.

Him laying under me while I was holding him.

He could at least hold me since I didn't like scary movies.

I decided to lay back and close my eyes and pretend that I was watching.

After a couple of scenes, I heard a lady scream.

I quickly jumped.

"Are you enjoying this, Matty?"

"Yeah" I lied.

Even though I jumped, I still had my eyes closed.

"C-Can you excuse me for a minute? I have to use the bathroom."

"Oh. Its upstairs, the first door on the left."

I got up and walked up his stairs and made it to the bathroom.

I got in and locked the door.

How did he become so sweet at first and then turn around to act foul?

It's like he is two different people.

In one body.

I pulled out my phone and dialed a number.

I hope they answer.

I just really need someone to talk to.

"Hello?"

"H-hey George"

"Matty? What's up?"

"I just really need someone to talk to.."

"Yeah? What's wrong? I'm all ears"

I miss you.

I miss you so much.

"It's just...... I'm watching a scary movie and I don't want to watch it."

He laughed. "If you don't want to watch it then don't watch it"

"I'm being made to watch it"

"Who is making you watch it? You don't have to do anything that you don't want to do! Is this Zayn's doing?"

"It's not like that"

"Listen Matty. Don't let anyone ever take advantage of you. Promise?"

He sounded serious.

"I promise"

"Matty! Come On! You're missing the good parts!" Zayn yelled through the door while knocking on it.

"Sorry George. I got to go" I whispered to the phone and hung up.

As I soon as I opened the bathroom door, Zayn snatched me by the wrist roughly and dragged me downstairs.

"Z-Zayn.. Yo-you're hurting me.."

But he didn't say anything and continued dragging me by my wrist.

As soon as we reached the living room, he released me from his grasp and sat me down on the couch to watch the movie.

George's words were ringing in my head.

"You don't have to do anything that you don't want to do!"

"Don't let anyone ever take advantage of you. Promise?"

"Zayn. I really do not want to watch this movie. I told you that I don't like scary movies"

Zayn then grabbed me by the collar and his eyes pierced with anger.

"Well you're gonna watch this movie with me whether you like it or not" He then let go off my collar and shifted his eyes back to the movie.

That wasn't him.

That wasn't the Zayn I made my boyfriend.

I sat back trying to hold back the tears that I knew that were about to form.

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Hello peeps.

Sorry for the long absence but I had some personal stuff to go through but I have put everything aside to update this finally.

Sorry I had to make Zayn the bad guy.

Question. What song are you addicted to atm?

I love this song called "Somebody" by Natalie La Rose feat. Jeremih

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