°◊𝕊𝕥𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟'𝕤 𝕌𝕟𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕖 𝒫𝓊𝓇𝑒 ℬ𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓈°◊ STEVEN X READER

⭐Falling hard⭐

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Y/N

Sitting atop the cliff overlooking all of Beach City you watch the sunset
while listening to your favorite song.

The beautiful orange and yellows as the sun lays its tired head.
You reach your hands into a brown paper bag and sigh happily as you take a bite of your F/F donut. 

You finish your donut and stand up. You take off your shoes and look over the cliff.
"This is it I suppose" you say while approaching the very edge
You spin around so your back is facing the edge and you hug your emotional support stuffed animal tight
Your eyes close peacefully as tears stream down your cheeks
And...
You let yourself fall ...

STEVEN

Steven exits The Big Donut Smiling happily that he got there before they closed.
Biting his donut he looked up at the sun setting
He smiled at the pretty ombre of colors 
His eyes then shifted to a figure sitting atop the cliff

He worried for their safety as they sat a little too close to the edge for his liking...

His worry grew larger as he watched the figure stand up and walk closer to the edge

As soon as he saw that He rushed Into action
he watched in horror as the figure let themselves fall off the cliff
Luckily He was quick and he safely caught you in his arms

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Steven paced around his living room stressing about why you would do that


After falling you had passed out so He took it upon himself to tuck you into his bed


Were you depressed?
Or angry?
Was something going on at home?
Did someone make you?
WHY DID YOU DO THAT?

"Ugghh! "He grunts in frustration

"When she wakes up I'm going to talk to her about this" He says sternly

Just then the gems warped in
 

"'Sup Steven!" Amethyst yells which is met with a half-hearted "Hey guys"
"What's wrong Steven?" Pearl says concerned

"Gahh I just don't know what to do! I saved someone from doing... something and I feel like I should talk to them but I don't know how.." He yells

"I'm sure you'll find the right words. Even if they might not work right away." Garnet says smiling


"Now go greet your guest Steven."
Jumping from his seat Steven went to go talk to you.

Steven opened the door to his room to find you... rummaging through his things

He decides to ignore it and speaks a soft "Hey" A friendly smile on his face

You turn around and your eyes meet

your expression is unreadable

Though you quickly avert your eyes before sitting down on his bed

Steven takes a seat next to you

And almost instinctively you scoot away

☁️Well, this isn't awkward at all☁️ He thinks to himself

"So...-" He barely gets a word out before you cut him off

"You should've let me fall."

"What?" His voice raises "How can you say that?"

"It was My choice that I made," You say bluntly "I didn't ask you to save me nor did I want you to."

"I couldn't just let you fall!" He retorts while throwing his hands in the air "You would've died!" 
"No shit Sherlock! you just figure that out, brainiac?" You yell back at him

"If I didn't want to die I wouldn'tve been up there." You say while standing up in a huff

You start towards the door but Steven grabs your arm
"I can't let you leave... I don't want you hurting yourself..."

You try to snatch your arm back but his grip is STRONG
"Why do you even care!?" you yell 

"Because you're a human being, With thoughts and feelings! You don't have to end it all. You can talk about how you're feeling!"

You stared at him for a moment.
Contemplating his words you looked to the ground...


And then you kicked him in the dick

He fell to the ground as you bolted out the front door.

Y/N

You ran about halfway home before taking a breather 
You figured he wasn't chasing you so you sat on the sidewalk to catch your breath

☁️What was with him☁️ You thought to yourself

☁️It's not like he even knows me. So why does he care?☁️

You kept thinking as you got up to walk

☁️ At least he did care...unlike most people.☁️
You eventually made it home. The first thing you did when you got home what sit at the small kitchen island. You stared at the note your mother left you last week

"Y/N Honey I'm going on a business trip I will send money for food and other things, see you in a week or two." You sighed in disappointment. 20 dollars isn't enough for a week let alone two... It never is.
Your stomach was practically eating itself
☁️I don't deserve to eat. I don't even deserve to live.☁️
Thoughts like these always invaded your mind.
Crying to you... Screaming at you...
Trying to claw out.
And so you helped them.
You reached into the silverware drawer and pulled out the sharpest knife.
The voices were screaming so fucking loud
Overtop of each other...
Screeching till your ears rang.
You took the Knife and made quick deep cuts into your arms.

You watched the blood drip onto the countertop. You were already used to the pain
It was comforting at this point. You cut again and again and again. 

Until finally... the voices shut up. You fell to the floor sobbing

You didn't really like this
You simply just didn't want to exist.

You passed out in the middle of the floor.
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