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you awoke to your arm feeling itchy, and... sticky?You sit up and rub your eyes. In turn, getting the stickiness on your face
"Ughh" you groan
your eyes soon adjust to the natural light filling your room.
you look down at your arms.
And you were confused?
the scabs on your left arm were completely gone,
but your right was completely untouched?
you decided to ignore it and
sighed in annoyance
you had unconsciously scratched at your arm in the night.
you were bleeding,
and you had scabs underneath your nails.you get up and wobble over to the bathroom
to take a shower.
you run the water until it's perfect then get in.
the water burns...
After about 10 minutes you get out.
you had decided you were clean enough once you accidentally turned down the cold water and basically blanched yourself.
you dry off your body,
but your arm is still bleeding
"Fucking stop!" you yell slamming your arm into the wall
bad Idea
that only made it hurt worse
now your arm was one big open wound AND you were bruising
you sigh and start rummaging through your bathroom cabinets.
you grab a bottle of isopropyl alcohol
you prepare yourself,
taking deep breaths
in...
out...
it...
out...
and then you dump the alcohol on your right arm
you scream in agony
you drop to the floor crying in pain
you wave your arm in the air trying to dry it faster
you obviously didn't learn from the countless times you've done this,
because that only made it hurt worse
it was a good fourty seconds later when the pain finally subsided
you bandaged up your arm and slumped into your bedroom.
you took your blood-covered sheets and went to go wash themyou returned to your bedroom and put new sheets onto your bed
you flop down onto your bed and grab your phone
you check the time "1:29 PM"
"I've really got nothing to do today..." you sighed.
you think back to last night
you smile thinking about the fun you had with Steven
his smile,
his laughter.
you go to text him.
but then you mentally cursed yourself.
you didn't put his number in your phone,
you had to wait for him to text you
then you remembered.
Steven handed you that cleaner.
you smiled.
you actually enjoyed cleaning,
you liked making things look pretty.this will be a great thing to do to pass the time.
you only really had your room and the bathroom and the kitchen to clean left
and so you begin
you pick up the clothes you had thrown aboutyou fold them and put them away.
you sweep up the dirt, and broken pots from the plants you broke in frustration.you gather any dirty clothes that needed to be washed and set them aside.
you re-organize your closet.
and clean up the dried blood spots in your bathroom.
you emptied the overflowing trash bins in your bedroom and bathroom.
you take your sheets and cover out of the washing machine and put them in the drier
you took the dirty clothes and started them upyou folded the clean sheets and put them in your bedroom closet
You head back downstairs
You spray all the dried blood spots.
you decided it'd be better to leave it there for a bit to break through
Your phone buzzes
you check notifications
"Unknown number"
You go to messages
YOU ARE READING
°◊𝕊𝕥𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟'𝕤 𝕌𝕟𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕖 𝒫𝓊𝓇𝑒 ℬ𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓈°◊ STEVEN X READER
RomanceSTEVEN X READER In this AU Steven and Connie decide to stay friends before he leaves to travel the world He returns home and soon after he meets you. ⚠️WARNING⚠️ This story contains content relating to Self-harm Suicide ED Abuse #10 IN #STEVEN 8/28...