Unbearable

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Write it down


Stop swinging it here and there,stop it and write it


Put it out so they could see,say it loud so they could hear


Light up the candles,wake up the dead


Start making the ritual why are you hiding it instead?


They've been waiting..why couldn't you give them what they need?


They said write it down,they said draw it let us know


Mouths spoke,eyes were waiting to mock


it's hard..unbearable when words can't describe it


When your own hand fails to move (fails you) and your ink starts to disapprove


Let me write you shout with your fear ( it's a whisper in real)


Your inner is suffering?Why?For who?Does it worth it?


How could you write about the monster when he is near?


How could you write about sadness without shedding a tear?


You can't..I CAN'T..it's so hard to feel


A scream..The scream how could you write it?


A Bouncing one inside you, hitting your ribs you feel you are falling but falling inside like your soul is being ripped and you are still alive


Please get out your tears start to fall but it's still inside with no doubt



Happy?I'm starting to forget how it feels..


Sad?Mad?or maybe bad??is it angry? lonely?...broken?..Disappointed?..unbearable


None of them.


It's nothing,it's always been nothing


Surrounded with emptiness,filled with unbearable feelings


Nothing..I wrote nothing cause nothing happened


Nothing will change


Nothing day and night


Nothing with this endless fight


They are waiting what will you say? They are asking..what's your answer?


Oh right,nothing with a smile to be more polite


Don't worry it's nothing I will survive (you say it drowned with lies..)




True there's some unspoken words,but there's more hidden screams.

Those are unbearable to let out and unbearable to hear.


That's the thing. :)



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