Write it down
Stop swinging it here and there,stop it and write it
Put it out so they could see,say it loud so they could hear
Light up the candles,wake up the dead
Start making the ritual why are you hiding it instead?
They've been waiting..why couldn't you give them what they need?
They said write it down,they said draw it let us know
Mouths spoke,eyes were waiting to mock
it's hard..unbearable when words can't describe it
When your own hand fails to move (fails you) and your ink starts to disapprove
Let me write you shout with your fear ( it's a whisper in real)
Your inner is suffering?Why?For who?Does it worth it?
How could you write about the monster when he is near?
How could you write about sadness without shedding a tear?
You can't..I CAN'T..it's so hard to feel
A scream..The scream how could you write it?
A Bouncing one inside you, hitting your ribs you feel you are falling but falling inside like your soul is being ripped and you are still alive
Please get out your tears start to fall but it's still inside with no doubt
Happy?I'm starting to forget how it feels..
Sad?Mad?or maybe bad??is it angry? lonely?...broken?..Disappointed?..unbearable
None of them.
It's nothing,it's always been nothing
Surrounded with emptiness,filled with unbearable feelings
Nothing..I wrote nothing cause nothing happened
Nothing will change
Nothing day and night
Nothing with this endless fight
They are waiting what will you say? They are asking..what's your answer?
Oh right,nothing with a smile to be more polite
Don't worry it's nothing I will survive (you say it drowned with lies..)
True there's some unspoken words,but there's more hidden screams.
Those are unbearable to let out and unbearable to hear.
That's the thing. :)
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PoetrySome things happen with all of us . Highest rank #31 in poetry. Cover by my lovely May ♡ @mayfreighter