Things

Old

Over midnight it was

I was sleepy but something brought me back

Its smell was like an instant shock it revived all the air around

"Fire? but there's no smoke"

I thought "maybe the coffee is burned"

Inhaled it better no,something sweet is next to the bitter

Followed the smell,it lead me to somewhere looked pretty well

Everything was peaceful, Everything was quiet

Everything was dark but I'm no longer afraid of the darkness 

I walked in and sat on the chair

It was waiting for me

Four chairs on the balcony with lovely little square table

One was for me

Everything was peaceful , Everything was quiet

Everything was dark but I'm no longer afraid of the darkness

Everything was till I looked up and met with the shining stars

They were beautiful ,breathtaking!

For moment I thought I was over there

For a moment I felt the universe was staring into my eyes

I stood amazed,why did I want to cry?

It was like meeting an old friend,no more like a family member

I was happy... I felt like I was 9yrs old again,no worries no need to think about every single lie

Air was dancing between us.. for a moment it was blowing, for a moment it was tickling our faces

Next to my coffee was two plates one held the chips one held watermelon slices My fav chocolate was there as well

Everything was peaceful, Everything was quiet

Everything was dark but I'm no longer afraid of darkness

My memories were swinging inside my mind the happy and the sad ones

But, no, not tonight... tonight is for me

Tonight I should breathe

Everything was peaceful, Everything was quiet

Everything was dark but I'm no longer afraid of darkness

I didn't notice my brothers ,they were amazed just like me

I saw the cigarette but I didn't scowl or got mad as I used to do

I smiled at my brother and he joked asking me if I want

We've changed you can see it on our faces on our movements we've learnt how not to show our fears nor our tears

We stayed there talking drinking coffee

I prefered eating watermelon

But y'know when you are thinking about sad memories you sip lil coffee

It's similar to the bitter of the memories

Everything was peaceful, Everything was quiet

Everything was dark but I'm no longer afraid of darkness

We went inside but stars didn't leave or move aside

I guess now I know that they never left it was us we left them alone after we used to spend nights talking to them

We've changed not them

Everything was peaceful, Everything was quiet

Everything was dark but I'm no longer afraid of darkness

That night we accepted the new darkness,the new changes..

It's really funny that we don't notice how much we change over the years.

We should accept it cause it's not like we are leaving our old lives,it's just lil additions.

That's the thing. :)