Just a pretty face

Part 7

I peak into Dallas room
"Shit" I say running to her I drop my phone on the bed "y/n?" "What happened?"
Dallas was seizing
I immediately put her on the floor and on her side.
I can't loose her tears were rolling down my face

I grabbed my phone
"Y/n?" Buck was still on the phone "I've got to go Buck" "but wait y/n-" I hungup on him and called 911 immediately

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"Help is on the way. There 2 minutes away" the dispatcher said
I checked Dallas pulse and it was faint. She stopped seizing and wasn't breathing
I started cpr.
This hurt my heart. Doin cpr on my baby.

Tears fell down my cheek as the paramedics came through the door of her bedroom and took over
I moved out of there way.
They brought her back. I grabbed my phone and shoes and headed out of the door behind them and hop in the ambulance with Dallas. I grab her hand. She was unconscious but breathing on her own

Then she woke up as we made it to the hospital "y/n?" She says and they take her away for testing. I stood outside of the hospital not really wanting to walk in.
We're not supposed to walk past those glass doors but this time I have to walk in because my baby is in there.
I go in and go to the waiting room.
My phone started ringing
It was hen. I had 3 missed calls from her that I don't even realize
"Hey?" "Y/n" she says "I'm sorry I was busy and I didn't realize you had called" "is everything ok? Buck called me worried because he said that you sound panicked and hungup" "yea I found Dallas having a seizure I called 911 of course but then she stopped breathing and now I'm at the hospital" "okay I'm coming" she says "no it's okay hen. Really it's late don't worry about me"
"It's late your right but I'm not letting you sit there alone" "fine" I sigh giving up fighting her
"Thank you hard headed ass" she says. Causing me to laugh a little
We hungup and after a little bit someone clears there throat.
I look up from picking at my fingers to see buck. He had his hands in his pockets lookin nervous
"What are you doing here?" "Come to make sure you were ok" he says "so hen sent you" I say he chuckles and takes a seat beside me "yes if that's ok" "you don't have to stay im perfectly fine by myself" I say staring at the clock on the wall now
"I'm not leaving" he says looking at me I roll my eyes at him "why do you hate me so much y/n" I turn my head and look at him "because you never even took the chance to get to know me buck! All I ever am to anyone is just a pretty face. No one actually gets to know me and sees what's behind "the pretty face"" I air quote "first of all your are beautiful. Second of all I am really sorry. I wanna know you" he says and grabs my hand
The nurse comes up "ms l/n?" I let go of buck. "That's me" I say "she's in room 314 you can see her now" she says I stand up and look at buck he gives me a whars going on look "If you really wanna know me then you have to meet someone that's my life" he gets up and we walk to the elevator and go to her room. I open the door and her face lights up "y/n!" She says reaching for me
I start crying again as I go over to her I cup her face in my hands and wipe her tears away "I'm scared" she whispers I rest my forehead against hers "your ok baby"
She puts her hands on top of mine
I let go moving away I see buck standing there with his hands in his pockets nervously again.
I laugh at him a little and he smiles
"This is Dallas" I say. She looks at him "your buck" she says he gives me a funny look "how'd you know that?" He ask coming closer to her
She rubs her finger over her eye gesturing to bucks birthmark "ohh I see" he smiles
I sit down on the chair beside Dallas's bed and buck sits on the opposite side

"That's a really cool mark on your chin" buck says and Dallas giggles hiding her face
There was a knock on the door
Then a doctor walks in "hi I'm doctor Mack." He introduces himself shaking my hand and then bucks "you must be mother and father?" He ask
"Uh no" I shake my head laughing nervously "oh my apologies. I was just coming to share that we ran some test and we've seen no abnormalities. Everything seems to be clear we're not sure why it happened but we're gonna keep her overnight just to keep an eye on her." He says "thank you" I say as he walks out.
I look at Buck and then Dallas and she laughs
We sit and talk until Dallas finally dosed off
"She's a cute kid y/n" buck whispers "thank you she's a handful" I smile looking at her I look back at Buck and he was already looking at me
"Buck it's late you can head home" I say "no I'm ok I'm not leaving you" "you have to be at work early" "yea so?" he says looking at me I sigh

we sit in silence for a little bit.

"since the beginning of high school I was friends with a girl name Lilly. Lilly and I eventually lived together. we shared rent because Lilly had no one. 5 years go Lilly got pregnant and I helped raised the baby" I look at buck to see if he was listening. I had his attention.

I look down at my fingers and start messing with them

"When Dallas was a year old her and Lilly went to go get lunch the restaurant caught fire. Lilly and Dallas were Both okay they were transported to the hospital where Lilly soon passed and I was left with Dallas like Lilly always said if anything happened to her I'd take Dallas. Well we figured out life for 4 years and with the help of my lovely 2 sisters we are here today" looking up at Buck "I'm sorry y/n" he whispers "no it's okay I've figured it out" "is that why you became a firefighter to?" I nod smiling "yea"

Then I looked at Dallas and then Buck. I started tearing up "no y/n it's ok" he says. And immediately gets up and comes over and hugs me. And I starts bawling. My arms under his. His rams wrapped tightly around me. I rest my head in his chest and he puts his hand on my head softly rubbing my hair just holding me "it's okay" he whispers
We stay like this for a minute before I pull away
Buck looks at me and cups my face "you have me now you can tell me anything I promise I won't make fun of you. Sometimes" he laughs saying the last part  making me laugh a little. He looks into my eyes and wipes the tears off my cheeks with his thumbs
"You are not alone"  I smile