Love in Bali

6. Doll

Mile

I really dont know what to do. What i can do now is being there for him. I cant ask him anything. He need his moment. But i am really happy because he slowly accept my existing and did not avoid me anymore. I hope we can smile to each other when we meet next time. I suddenly felt my room is so spacious like he said.

I am a famous and busy actor. But i really cant refuse my dad request. I know he is slowly educate me about business. And the most important thing is, i need to follow his instruction if i still want to be in the entertaiment business.
Even i am popular and wellknown, for someone like my dad it just a tiny achivement. He is not arrogant but compare to his success and wealth i am really nothing, so i cant argue with him. He always said, when i concur and overide all big tycoon in entertaiment business he will call me success. Getting popular award is too easy for him. I wish he know how hard we work.
Now i am here at the prestige gala with my cousin who also pouting. We only can sigh when both of us are force to attend this dinner. Both of us escorted to main table. We politely nod to all big man here. Most of them already aged. I am glad my uncle cant make it tonight so my cousin represent him tonight. My dad send his appologized. He is not in thailand right now i politely greet. They just nod and smile at me. I only have a small talk with my cousin and focus on stage performance. Excuse us i said after our dinner. Please, both of you will be bored sitting with us old people one of the wealthiest guy said. No, its our pleasure i said and nod.
I am glad dinner is over my cousin said. I just smile. Who choose this artist..they are so boring she said again. I hope the invite the thai superstar she said. They cant, i am here i said teasing him. Not you she said laughing. I turn to my left and i can see bright look at me deeply. Its him my cousin nearly scream. I like him she said and walk to bright table. Hi, i am your fan she cheerfully greet bright. Now i know why they dont invite you to perform she said. Thank you he said and smile sweetly. Let me introduce both of you suddenly joss come standing behind bright. He accompany me tonight, bright the most popular and handsome guy in thailand. This is princess of gold empire joss said. My cousin look at me. I am sure you know him as an actor, but here he is the heir of the richest man here joss introduce me to bright. He just nod and smile. I am just small actor i said and look at his eyes. He look uncomfortable with joss attitude. I can see he distance himself from joss hand. I am really confuse how he can be here. As i remember he already reject joss on their date. What make him accompany him tonight. Nice meeting you my cousin said when she also notice bright a bit uncomfortable. Excuse us she said and drag me to leave their table. Since i know he is here, i cant help but to look at him. He just staying there like a doll, smile politely when he was introduce to someone by joss who look so proud to be with him tonight. I can see he excuse himself and joss try to accompany him but he gently reject and leave the table. I am waiting for him in front of the toilet. I can see he already come out of the toilet. He will see me if he want to go back to the dinner. Oh, i said when he turn to left. I slowly walk to him. I look how he opening his bow tie and relax a bit. He take a deep breath. Beautiful he said looking at a flower. Yeah beautiful i said. He is shock but when he look at me he calm down. Then look behind my back. Are you looking for someone i ask him he shook his head. Where is your partner phi, he ask me. I dont know, maybe already run away from this boring dinner i said. Really he ask. I nod
Both of you look nice together he said.
Really i ask him back. He nodded.
I just laugh at his behaviour.
Why are you here i ask him. Accompany phi joss he said. Really i ask him. Really he reply. Do you need help i ask him. Nope, i need to go he said tidying himself. I need to be the best doll tonight he said. Bright i hold his hand gently. I can help you in anything i said. I know he said and smile before leaving me.

I only can sigh and slowly leave the dinner. I look at him one last time. Sitting there handsomely and smile all the time. But not the smile i mean before. I walk to my room. I felt so tired and soulless. I felt restless, lazily i lay on my bed. I need to do something to keep sane. I need to stay focus. Why i am so disturbed by him. Without realising i already book flight ticket to bali. Maybe i need to end it there i talk to myself.