Love in Bali

9 - Power

Mile

Its already another year. I look at my award. When i come back from bali i am preparing myself for any presure or games from phi joss. I really cant understand why he let me go easily. Everything is still fine. I dont face any issue and thankful for that
I push myself harder for my fans and family.

Congrats phi win suddenly come. Congrats to you too i said. See you around win, my driver arrive i said.
Phi he hold my hand. I am really sorry, can we start over he ask me. No we cant, i dont want to hurt you again i said and leave him. Its a bit sorry when win start try to get together again. I am pushing myself to accept him as a friend after all the drama. All my close friend look at us like we are some weird from other planet. Most of them know about us because win and luke showing and display their love then. They also know how i was left behind by win.
Looking how he act right now every one must be confuse. Its look like i left him for someone. He keep accusing me cheating on him. I really dont understand win now. He totally change after being luke lover. I cant see him as cute bunny anymore. Most of my friend said he is regreting his decision to leave me for someone like luke.  After a long time, i really dont hate them. I dont think anyone will stay with a lover who cant have skinship or being intimate. Its natural rule that i forgot. But i really cant. So again i politely reject his propose and explain  to him why we cant be together again.

Its kp team right my manager ask me. I and my team look at their table. Since i promise phi mile, i will greet him whenever i see him. Excuse me i said and walk to phi mile team. Hi phi congrats i said. He just nod and i walk back to my table. What was that bright my stylist ask me. Nothing i just greet phi mile. Are you close with him he ask me again. No, i dont think so i said. How is your hand phi i change the subject.

What are you doing here phi mile ask me. Hi phi i greet and look at him happily. I have beer photo shoot i said. Really he ask me. That why they close the club this evening he said. I nod and look at him. Are you free end of next month he ask me. I dont know phi, i need to check with my manager.  Why i ask him. Nothing i have my movie premier. You are invited he said and caress my head before leave me.
I am grateful i manage to go to his event even only for half an hour. Its hard for me to attend because I have my own event on that day.

I and f4 team now resting in our waiting room. Phi are you in love dew ask me. I look at him weirdly. You know i am not. I am screaming single i said. Dont tease me i said again. No i mean it dew said. You look more happy now  compare to when you with phi win he said slowly. Dont start it dew nani said. I just laugh on that. No, that not true, it was beautiful memory of us, it just that its already end i said. Where are you plan for holiday this time nani ask. I am tired of flying. I just plan to continue my stay here i said. Really phi, can i join dew ask. I nod. I will joint too win said. Okay every one can joint i said. Our last show, break the leg i said and all three of them nod.

Phi we should have korean bbq. Dew said. As you wish dew i reply to him. Make sure to make reservation, We dont want  the same thing as last night happen again nani said. I just smile because we cant eat at dew closed  reconmend restaurant. 
Phi are you in love with phi mile win suddenly ask. Are you drunk nani ask.  No i am not he said with a red face. Are you having soju in day light nani ask again. I have a bit he said and laugh. Both me and dew look at each other before laughing. Answer me phi win said. No win, i am not. Then why you cant be with me again he ask me. Its already more than 2 years win. Lets forget it i said. You love him dont you he ask me again in drunk mode. Yes win, so stop asking i said. I told you he said and fall sleep on table.  Again dew laugh loudly but i felt really strange in my heart. Its unknown feeling.

I need fresh air to calm my mind and heart.  I walk to the nearest mart to buy some banana milk dew love so much. While i am figuring how much i need to buy suddenly someone call me. Bright. I turn around and i can feel my face become pale. Chill bright, i wont hurt you phi joss quickly said. What are you doing here phi i ask.  I still have a bit trauma with him. Dont worry i dont follow you here, i have business meeting . How are you now he ask me. Like usual phi i reply. You must be laughing at me when i threat you before phi joss said. Its the most embarassing thing i do he said. I am sorry he said. I really dont know you have a relation with mile before. Would you please ask him to stop outcasting my business. I already learn my mistake he said. He what i ask phi joss. He know about how i try to pressure you to receive my love.  So he use the same way to presure all my partner to leave me. I barely survive now. Can you forgive me he ask me sincerely. Can you ask him to stop all his restraint he beg me. I am dumb founded. I really dont aware about it. I dont even tell about phi joss threat to anyone. I nod and leave him.
I need to go i said and quickly leave phi joss. Now i understand why most of the brand treat me extra nice. I run to our house and sprint to my room. Phi where is my banana drink dew ask. Sorry dew i need to go back  now i said while booking the flight.