Love in Bali

7- Happy

Bright

I wont have any couple brand with win anymore i firmly said to my manager. Why bright he ask me. Its a big loss to company. You know why phi i said. I dont care about profit or loss anymore. I hope you understand. You know my contract will be end soon. I love to stay here but if i keep getting couple brand i have to leave i said coldly. Have you discuss with win he ask me. No, i dont but trust me he will agree i said and leave him.

I dont talk to win since that dinner.  He is abusing our friendship to the level that i cant forgive him anymore. I cry a river when i come back from the dinner.
I cant believe he beg me to accompany phi joss because luke promise phi joss that. He is using me for his own benefit.
I never talk or mad at him. Until that night i still softly spoke to him. Its really over between us, i cant even be your friend anymore i said calmly. I am sorry phi he said holding my hand. Please this is the last time he said. Ok, i will consider it as a present for you or a punishment to fail make you happy. This is really our end win i said and caress his hair. Please think it over, are you really happy with your life now. Exclude me in your life. Are you really happy i ask him softly. This is my last advice as your friend i said before get into phi joss car.

I think its painful enough after my break up but being betray by your best friend is more painful. I still cant believe what i have been through last week. I know phi joss really like me. He ask phi luke help to get close to me. To get support and investment from phi joss he make win force me to meet with phi joss.  After the event i slowly talk to him. I sincerely and softly reject his feeling. He is a bit angry but what can i do. I cant force myself. He even threat me that i will lost everything i have now. I know he love me but i dont like how he love.
I look at my bruise hand. Its really hurt when he grab my hand try to make me understand. I know he dont mean to hurt me. He just a big guy compare to me.

One take away fried rice i request to the seller. Make it two he said. I look at my back. Phi what are you doing here i ask him. Are you following me i ask him and make a creepy face. Not a chance he smack my forehead. I have been here for three days. I am sure you just arrive today he said. Really i ask him. Yup, you can ask aunty he said while smile to the seller. I am regular here he add. Really i ask him. I cant believe he eat at small stall like me. The stall food is one of the best thing in bali he said. I agreed so i just smile. We walk while holding our food. The breeze, the view and the atmosphere is breathtaking. Why are you here phi mile ask me. I dont know i just felt i need to visit this place again, because on my last visit i dont see and appreciate anything i said. Not running from your problem again he ask me. I hope not i reply and continue walking. Where are you staying phi i ask him. Your previous villa he said and laugh. That why i cant get it this time i said a bit sulky. Its spacious we can share he said.  No thank you. We have history there i said and both of us laugh. I just a few yard after your villa. See you phi i said and keep walking when we arrive at his villa.

Its been beautiful short vocation. Me and phi mile accasionally meet without plan at the food stall or beach. We just have small talk and proceed with our own activity. When are you leaving phi i ask when i meet him during my morning run. Tonight he said. Really we should have lunch together i said. Let me treat you i said. If at the aunty stall, no thank you he said and laugh.
No i mean it, i need to treat you i said. Okay pick me up. I am too lazy to drive he said. Okay i said and continue my run.

It was an open air restaurant. Everyone are laughing happily with their family. What he ask me when i look around. I am jelous of everyone who can be happy easily, like you phi i said. He look at me deeply. You are from rich family,  have a loving parent and beautiful girlfriend.
You career at at the top, you must be happy. Bright everyone have their own strugle. We cant judge base on their smile. I have my own problem he said.  l just wish to have a very simple happy life, but it really hard i said. Bright listen to me, you just need to open you heart, lets everyone get closer. It just around you, but you need to learn and find it yourself he said sincerely. Can i phi,I ask him. He nod and smile at me. Can i ask something bright, he ask me. I nod. When we see each other after this, can we at least greet each other he ask me.
I smile and again nod to him. Finally, thank you he said dramaticly. Take your time, and back with new heart he said touching my head. Again i smile. Same with you phi i said.

Bright, he call me when i send him to his villa. She is my little cousin not my girlfriend he said and leave. I just look at him and smile when he waving at me.
Good bye phi i said slowly.