Spider-Man: no way home

C 45

I feel my heart stopping.

I look up at  Spiderman fighting.

He is fighting a guy with a hoverboard.

His face looks like it has been badly injected with something.

I then look at my surroundings.

A clock tower.

I then feel the web that I  am holding on to loosening.

I glance up again to see it snapped.

Oh no.

I'm falling.

Again.

I'm dying again.

How do I find myself here?

Always this scene.

Always dying.

Like I always start in a happy place but my dreams always end the same.

With me dead.

I  watch as Spider-man jumps for me, but I know he won't catch me.

He never catches me.

Not here.

Not like this.

It is like it all happens in slow motion.

I can feel the oxygen run out as he tries to web me to save me.

I know it won't work.

It never works.

I close my eyes as I feel my head hit the ground.

I gasp as I sit up.

I am on a scaffolding now.

How I get here?

Why am I here?

I would never willingly climb up on scaffolding.

Am I stupid!?

"Gwen Run!"

My eyes widen.

 I notice the scaffolding below me starting to break.

Oh god.

I hate heights.

And this is why!

My feet stay cemented to the ground, as I watch figures become further.

My eyes widen when I notice my mom?

How is she here?

And why is she getting further away?

MJ goes to reach for me but I  know I am too far.

I shake my head at her as she stops in her tracks.

"Gwen!"

Ned tries to reach for me but falls forward as the pole breaks off.

Ned is now hanging on the edge.

I can a sense of Deja vu but know it is because I have had this nightmare before.

Once again I am going to die.

I scream as the scaffolding gives way.

I am now in the air as I try to reach onto something to stop me from falling.

Nothing.

Always nothing.

I close my eyes,  as I feel the air rush around me again.