the rockers gf (tokio hotel/ tom kaulitz)

"id spend the rest of my life wondering who you were"

"tom dont joke like thatttt" I say laughing shoving toms arm. "y/n im seriouss, its alot nicer here" he said looking into my eyes. i know he said something else but i was lost in his eyes, they're so beautiful. "huh. what sorry i.. i lost focus haha" i said obviously lying. "i said that if we do move here i will love getting to see you everyday" tom said laughing a bit "i dont live in toronto rememberrrrr?" i said putting my head on to his shoulder "oh right.." tom said rubbing my back "but honestly ive been considering it, my landlord wants me gone because its just me." i said looking up at him "why is it just you?" he asked "my father is in jail.. and my mom passed but i somehow slipped through the system and so ive been living on my own since last year" i replied moving my legs up to my chest "im sorry beautiful, you dont deserve to be lonely" he said looking down at me pulling me closer

time skippp
we finished the joint and went back to the bus where we ate popcorn and stuff, we eventually arrived back at the hotel, tom asked if i wanted him to sleep in my room and ofc i said yes, we just layed there on my bed in in what i thought was silance until i hear my mothers voice "y/n.. baby.. what are you doing, this boy is famous. do you think he likes talking to you? really. do you think that. not even your own dad wanted to talk to you let alone have you as his daughter. nobody will ever care for you. your to emotional. its quite pathetic" i jump up from that nightmare quickly and i ran to my bathroom and started to sob. "im so confused, she never said anything like that when she was alive" i whispered
i continued to sob quietly untill i hear a light knock at the bathroom door "y/n?.. is everything okay.?" tom says opening the bathroom door to see me sitting and crying, he rushes over to comfort me. "heyhey what happened" he said sitting next to me hugging me so i would calm down "oh uhm" i say wiping my eyes "just a sleep episode" i say hesitantly. "well what ever happened your safe now" he said letting out of the hug and holding my arms.

we end up going and sitting on the balcony because i didnt want to sleep, "tom" i said quietly "whats up?" he said back "you could have any girl in that concert yet you choose me? im confused why, im nobody special.." i said turning away from him "y/n" he said turning my head to face him "i saw your smile at that restaurant and knew that moment that i needed you in my life" his german accent was very strong when he said that "im glad bill found you, because if he didn't then id spend the rest of my life wondering who you were" he said to me. i start to like happy cry because i dont think anyone has said such beautiful words to me. "i literally cry for everything" i say laughing " he smiles back at me and we eventually lay back in bed.
time skipppp

it was the moring, 8:43 to be exact, and tom woke me up. unfortunately i knew what this ment. he had to go. i got up and stole his sweater he wore yesterday and threw it overtop of my pjs, we woke up the rest of the boys + violet. they got ready to leave and we said our goodbyes, i gave LONG hugs to everyone, when i finally got to tom, i hugged him tightly. "ill miss you love" he whispered into my ear letting go of my waist. i smiled. we watched them get on the bus and drive away. "wow. what a weekend" violet saying looking at me, "heyyyy wait is that toms sweaterrrr!! my baby is growing up." "heyyyy wait isnt that georgs hoodieeeee" i say back laughing. we eventually go pack up our hotels and check out. we take the train back home and i enter my apartment
"what.the.fuck"

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