Depression was
Perhaps my friend...
Or maybe also my enemy
But it was the only thing that stayed.It stayed when my mothers love
Strayed
It stayed when my father
Gave up on me
When it seemed more convenient for him.It was there through ups
And it was there through lows
Or maybe it was the low
But it still was thereShowed me a sea of comfort
An ocean of endless opportunities
To relieve pain
Depression was there for meIt was there when my brother hated me
It was there when I took those pills
It was always there.
It was mine
The only thing that was mine.But I'm confused now
Because who am I
Without depression.
Why do I deserve to be without it
And why do I feel so empty
When it's goneMy depression was a crutch
Perhaps I'm missing that
A scapegoat
Something to blameBut I'm healthy
I'm happy
But I miss the blood
And the relief
I miss the thing that was a part of meI miss the lows
I miss depression
But I'm grateful
I'm healthy
And that I'm happy.
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forevermore [poetry]
PoetrySometimes You have to close your eyes And pretend you're alright To fully understand the meaning of sadness -Me 2020 End Best Rankings have gotten: #1 in Rhyme #2 in Prose #3 in Poetry #13 in Poetrycollection