My college struggle as an African-Nigerian

√ Chapter 10 √

I keep fighting voices in my mind that say I'm not enough

Every single lie that tells me I will never measure up

Am I more than just the sum of every high and every low

Remind me once again just who I am because I need to know

Ooh-oh { lyrics by Lauren Daigle }

this very song lyrics it was used as my alarm ring ,

yeah I was from a good Christian family ,

my phone kept vebrating with that same song And i kept turning it off I feel weak very weak gosh this can't be period cramps it kept getting me down everytime of the month sometimes I wished I was a boy just like my brothers hmmm

"Bianca"!!!!!

my mom called out while turning my light on immediately I went under my duve yeah I was weak but trying to get a hold of myself

"Aren't you going to school today , come on today is school and trust me you don't want to be late "

says my mom while she moved into my brothers room to wake them up , hahaha she uses cold water for the boys because even if you scream their names they won't respond .

I struggled hard to stand on my feet , I went straight to the kitchen to take some warm water with cinnamon in it to help relief the pain

"Are you sure you will be able to bare this pain while in school "

says my mom when she saw my condition , I tried showering with very hot water like someone who just gave birth newly gosh that water was really hot .

"Good morning Bianca you look pretty but a little pissed off "

says Tony while he helped me get my school bag upstairs ,

i'm already friends with Tony he is really cool and likes to be a gentle Guy but sometimes annoying

"Good morning to you too Tony yeah I looked pissed off because i'm not feeling okay today thank you for helping me carry my bag "

I said and tried smiling little bit

"No problem Bianca if you need anything just let me know okay! "

says Tony then he held me to the class ,wow this guy is really cool yeah he was brought up well like literally his mom trained him really well , through out my class today he helped me copy my notes and helped me with other stuffs .

It was math class , I was becoming really weak like my blood was be drained out I couldn't feel my hands anymore so I fell asleep while Mr Joseph was teaching

"Bianca Williams"!!!! he called out but no response

"Bianca !!!! hey " Rahila touched me then I opened my eyes a little I was still weak

"Bianca are you okay ,you can go to the sick bay and have some sleep if you aren't feeling well " says Mrs Joseph ,

yeah High Camp royal Academy's sick bay was really pretty hahaha maybe that's why I want to be the health prefect ,most students go there to sleep even when they aren't even sick .

After math class it's was lunch time ,I need something very energetic but still can't take something sweet you know girls on their period how they feel right ?

"Hey have you eaten "

Roy asked and I shook my head saying no .

"Okay what do you want to eat then"