Mahirat Stories

6.1 Tired

Helloo!!!! It's been long time! This is completely imaginary of course. And this will have second part too! I'm sorry I'm writing it, I have many chapters under completion, I promise not to make you wait for long time!
Till then i hope you enjoy.
Dialogues- Virat, MS, Sakshi

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MSD'S POV:

"I am tired, Mahi bhai, I can't do this anymore. Mein nahi reh sakta yaha, dum ghoont raha hain mera. Mujhey jaane do bhai, mujhey jaana hoga" I couldn't believe my ears. My Cheeku was saying these words.

"NAI CHEEKU!!! Kya bol raha hain tu-" I tried to explain.

"Nai bhai AAP nahi samaj rahe!! Bohot dard hota hain bhai aur hum kuch nahi kar paa rahe usse acha mein kahi bohot durr chala jaata hu, sab khatam hojaayega phir!!" Virat tiredly said.

I tried to explain to him, "Nahi nahi bache! Tu mujhe bata na, Mahi bhai hain yaha bacha, hum sab solve kardenge! Agar humse na hi paaya toh kisi ki madat lenge! But cheeku please chod ke mat ja! Please durr mat ja! Aur Tu kahi bhi ho mein tere piche aaunga! Hum sab milke solve karte hain cheeku! Sab thik ho jaayega I promise"

Suddenly, Virat got engraged, "Stop with all these lies, please! I beg you, stop it! Aapko samaj kyun nahi aa raha kuch! YOU let them hurt me too, bhaiya! Unconsciously, hi sahi, but you always do! Aap bhi nahi rok paate unhe! So ab please stop all this. There's only so much I can handle! Why are you being so cruel with me? Why!!!" By now, virat was crying.

He came closer to me and held my collars. I thought he was about to pull them, but he just started crying harder, holding on to them.

"Where am I going wrong? Why can't anyone save me? Why didn't you help me? What's wrong with me? Kya aap bhi mujhse nafrat karte ho?? why don't you let me go? I will leave you and this country! So you will be finally free from me! Free from this burden! Free from pain! Just let me leave-"

"VIRAT SHUT UP," I yelled at him

Virat just sobbed, he kept crying so I tried to pacify him again, "Cheeku sun mere Bache, please meri baat sun. Samaj mujhey, please! Mere liye ruk ja please! Mein ladhunga tere liye tujhe bhi pata hain! Bharosa rakh, please, cheeku! Please, please,"

I knew by now I was begging in front of him, but I can't lose him. I can't let him leave. I never realised I was crying, too. Virat came close and hugged me. For some time, neither of us spoke.

After a few moments, he wiped his eyes and then looked at me wiping my tears, he started nodding his head in no, "I always keep hurting you, so what's the point of being here anyways? I'm sorry bhai, ye aap sab ke khushi ke liye karna padega.. but aap don't worry, you'll never see me again. I promise. You won't have to worry about me. "