As you are

338 10 11
                                    

Lizzie's POV.

It's been two weeks and things are still pretty much the same, I get up go to work, shoot my scenes spent some time with the cast guys of course without Valentina because it seems like every time I get to where she is she just disappears from the place, I'm not going to deny saying that it doesn't irritate me that she does that because it does. But anyway I try to avoid that annoyance I feel in me. At least she hasn't been rude to me again she just ignores me.
I don't know why I pay so much attention to what she does I shouldn't care.

Today it took me longer to get to work because my car broke down so I had to take an Uber but luckily I made it on time.

I shot my first scenes and headed to my trailer. Today I have not been feeling well I am missing my family and friends too much, I feel like crying all the time I think about them. I know it's stupid but I can't help but feel this way. I ate my lunch in the trailer today I don't want to be around anyone much less valentina and her rants.

I'm just sitting here on my couch feeling the tears streaming down my face. I don't want to call my family or scar because they would probably worry about me and that's the last thing I want.

I hear someone knock on the door and I quickly go to the bathroom to try to wipe away the evidence of having been crying. When I finally felt like I looked a little better, I went to open the door. when I did, I saw Madelaine standing in front of me.

"Lizzie I was looking for you, do you want to go hang out with the guys while we wait to shoot the next scene?"
"Oh Madelaine I really appreciate it but I'll have to pass" I said with a weak smile.
"Oh please Lizzie call me Mads we are friends. But are you okay?"
"I'm not feeling well but I'll see you guys when it's time to shoot."
"Okay, let me know if you need anything"
"Sure, thanks Mads" I said smiling at her and closing the door.

I feel bad about turning down Mads invitation she has been very sweet to me from the beginning but I want to avoid awkward moments with her best friend I know she doesn't like me and I know she will do anything to let me know that.

Twenty minutes after Mads left someone knocked on the door again but when I opened it no one was there. I looked around and there was no one in sight. As I was about to close the door I saw on the floor a small note with a KitKat on it.

"Hope you feel better."

It didn't say who had sent it or anything, but that little gesture made a smile come out of my lips, my day felt so much better. I like little details like this.They are cute.

After thirty minutes of break I went back to the set and I could see everyone already in place, I walked towards Mads who was standing next to Valentina reading her script.

"Hey Mads you sent me the KitKat and the note?" I said confused.
"Nope dear I didn't, how are you feeling by the way?"
"I'm feeling better, thanks for asking."
"Okay guys go to your marks, we're almost going to start shooting." Pedro says

We all went to our marks and started working, everything was going perfect until Valentina started to forget her lines recurrently. I could feel her frustration from miles away.

"Fuck I just can't remember this damn line" she says annoyed.
"Valen just look at me, take a deep breath" Dove says taking Valentina's face in her hands as she does as her friend asks.
After calming down and reading the script one more time she says she is ready.

It's so cool that everyone here is so patient and respectful of every process. This is definitely a safe place without hesitation.

We started shooting again and this time she did it perfect and I couldn't help but feel deep down proud that she was able to get it right. When we finished recording she had a huge smile on her face. She was definitely relived that she was able to finish that scene after how overwhelmed she felt.

End GameWhere stories live. Discover now