End Game

What goes around... comes around

Lizzie's POV.

I got home and felt numb , went to my couch, laid down there and started crying. Watching her make out with him broke every part of me I know it's a little fast to feel this way but that's how I'm feeling. Catching feelings for her is so easy, she is adorable and makes everything better when you are with her.

I feel this pain in my chest that I can't quite control or understand well at all. Now I'm feeling angry and sad at her and myself. I'm angry at her for forgiving that idiot who hurt her so much and I'm angry at me for believing that something could happen between her and me.  I think I mixed up the signals and thought she might feel the same way I do.

I cried myself to sleep on that couch. The next morning I woke up with my eyes a little puffy from crying so I put ice on them to bring the swelling down.

I showered and got ready to go to the set. Driving there I was still feeling angry about what had happened last night. I mean how could an amazing day like yesterday be ruined like that?
The worst part of it all is that I have to see her today and I'm still upset with her, I don't want her to talk to me, look at me or touch me. I know I'm probably taking it too far but it's how I feel and I can't help it.

I parked my car and went to the makeup trailer, I opened the door and she was there, I greeted the makeup artists and sat down. Valentina gave me a smile but I turned my face away and ignored her. The whole time I was getting my makeup done I put on my headphones and was FaceTimeing with Scarlett I could feel Valentina's gaze on me but I completely ignored her. I guess the tables were turned.

They finished doing my makeup first so I left the place as fast as I could and went to the set where I started talking to the cast guys while we were killing time before we started filming. After a while I got thirsty so I went to get a bottle of water and saw her standing there looking at me I looked away and went on my way.

"Elizabeth hi. Would you like to come over to my house tonight?" Valentina asked.
"I'll be busy" I said coldly.
"Oh... okay, what about the day after tomorrow?"
"I'll be busy too."
"When will you have time? We could go ice skating" she says excitedly.
"I don't know. all I know is that I'll be busy."
"Hey is everything okay?"
I didn't say anything and walked out of there, I didn't want her to insist me to go out with her anymore because if she kept doing it I would eventually give up and agree to go wherever she wanted.

I spent the whole day avoiding her at all costs, it was difficult but not impossible. Every time I saw her I couldn't help but think of her kissing Chad, it was horrible. It made my heart crumple and my desire to cry was present at every moment.

Finally we did the last shot of the day and I ran to my car to get out of the place as fast as I could. I didn't think it was going to be so hard to share the same space with her. It's hard to have feelings for someone who doesn't belong to you and doesn't feel the same way you do.

Two more days passed in which I avoided and ignored her. She was trying to get closer to me but I was pushing her away. I knew that at some point we would have to talk but I don't know what I should say to her.
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Today I am in my trailer as we are on our lunch break. I didn't want to eat lunch with the other guys because I know Valentina will be there and I don't want to see her so I preferred to eat here alone.

A knock on the door brought me out of my thoughts. When I opened the door I saw Valentina standing there, she made her way inside my trailer.

"You know I'm a little busy" I said.
"Okay tell me what's going on?"
"Nothing."
"Elizabeth you've been acting weird with me. Like you're avoiding me. Tell me what's wrong?" Valentina says coming closer to me.
"I said nothing" I said feeling the anger in my body.
"Well I don't believe you."
"I don't care if you don't believe me" I said coldly.
"See you never talk to me like that, tell me what's going on".
"Damn, you are so annoying I am so tired of you. I'm so tired of you trying to talk to me" I said yelling at her.
"Are you tired of me talking to you? Great let's not talk to each other anymore then" she says and then walks towards the door walking out of the trailer slamming the door on her way out.

After that fight everything went back to the beginning, Valentina was totally ignoring my presence, she took any chance she got to make me feel bad. It was obvious that she was hurt by my behavior.

I totally regret doing what I did. I screwed up and now she hates me again.

Now she is teaching me the saying that says "treat others the way you would want to be treated" now the roles reversed again and before the one who seemed to be ignoring is the one being ignored.

This situation hurts me too much because there is nothing else I want to do but run into her arms and beg for forgiveness. I shouldn't have yelled at her I know I'm not ready to tell her how I feel about her but I should have done things differently. now she wants nothing to do with me.
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