Black sea

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Lizzie's POV.

I spent the rest of the rest of the night crying, I didn't have to worry about waking Boyd up because he was so drunk he fell into a heavy sleep. I can't believe my eyes, I'm so angry at her and myself. I am also so hurt.

I only got an hour of sleep, so obviously I look like shit, I took a shower to try to look a little more decent and put back on the same clothes I had on yesterday because I didn't want to wear anything from Valentina. When I was ready Boyd and I went downstairs.

Shawn came towards us and invited us to have breakfast with them, Valentina was nowhere to be seen, I was going to decline the invitation but Boyd speaks faster than me accepting.

We sat down at the long table, the breakfast looked incredibly delicious, Shawn was sitting across from me, leaving a space for valentina at the head of the table, I sat on the other side leaving space for her and Boyd was sitting next to me.

We started to eat breakfast but Valentina was nowhere to be seen, Shawn and Boyd were making conversation I just listened, I didn't have much of an appetite either but I had to act like I did or Boyd would start with his questions and I'm not in the mood to answer any of them.

I heard footsteps come down the stairs and make their way to where we were.

"Good morning everyone" Valentina says with a smile walking towards Shawn.
"Good morning baby" she says giving him a kiss.
"Good morning my love" Shawn says after the kiss and he smiled at her.
She sat in the middle of Shawn and me.
"How did you guys sleep?" She says as I tried to ignore her gaze.
"Pretty good, although I have a horrible hangover" Boyd says.
"So the night didn't end with a happy ending" Valentina says with a giggle making Boyd and Shawn laugh.

Why did she defer to that? She's just doing it to piss me off and it's working, I still keep ignoring her stare I just stare at my plate while trying to get my appetite to grow.

"What about you Elizabeth? Did you sleep well?" Valentina asks me and it's at that moment that I finally turn to look at her.
Her neck had two rather noticeable hickeys that were quite red.

Anger consumed me, flashbacks of last night invaded my memory, hearing her screaming his name while she had her head looking up at the ceiling.

"I slept well" that was all I said looking directly into her eyes.
She took a bite of fruit and put it in her mouth holding my gaze. It was as if we were both challenging each other. She looked away first.
"Oh my god this fruit is delicious" she says and the two men nodded.

We had breakfast well it was more them who had breakfast because I didn't manage to eat much. Valentina stood up from the table and moved behind the seat where Shawn was sitting she put her arms around Shawn's shoulders and lowered her body to kiss the man's cheek.

She watched every reaction I made as she held him in her arms.

"Okay it was a pleasure having breakfast with you but I have to go" she says giving the man in her arms one last kiss.
"Okay baby, drive safe" Shawn tells her.
"Valen thanks for breakfast and last night" Boyd says.
"Sure" she says with that fake smile of hers.
"Oh could you take Lizzie home love? Since you are going to visit Fran I think it would be easy for you to take her" Shawn says taking me and her by surprise "Boyd will stay here and help me with a couple of things."
"Sure, I'll take her home...are you done with breakfast yet?" She asked.
"Mhm" was all I said to her.

I stood up from the table waving goodbye to everyone and walked towards the exit listening to her follow in my footsteps.

We got into her black G-wagon and the music started blaring from the car horns, she pulled out of the driveway onto the road.

"Why didn't you wear the clothes I left you in last night so you wouldn't wear that dress today and would be more comfortable?" She says and I could tell her annoyance in her tone of voice.
"I don't want to wear anything that is yours" I spit out my words.
"Okay" is all she says.

Okay???? Just okay???? No no okay, she did that last night and she wants to act like nothing happened? Are you kidding me?

"You're unbelievable" I said angrily.
"Me? Why?" she says innocently.
"You fucked him last night and let him leave marks on your neck again."
She didn't say a thing.

"I can't believe you are so selfish" I said annoyed.
"Ha now you come talking about selfish when you're the one about to get married and you won't release me" she says angrily.
"Seriously that's different"
"No it's not, it's even worse, you come here thinking you're better than me but you're the same or worse... I know what I did last night was wrong and I shouldn't have done it. I was angry with you and I regret doing it because I know it hurt you but what you are doing to me is worse Elizabeth, you are about to marry that man, you are about to create a life with him and a family, you are so selfish that you don't see that this hurts me, you are so selfish that you are not able to let go of either of us" she says everything she feels with tears in her eyes. Maybe she is right, I am worse than her.

She saw a Starbucks Drive-thru and drove there, she ordered something and went to the window where she got her food.

She parked the car and handed me the bag of food.

"You didn't have any breakfast at my house, I know you're not going to eat anything when you get home, so I'll make sure you eat before I drop you off" she says.
Okay that was sweet, she ordered my favorite Starbucks.
I started eating and she wouldn't take her eyes off me.
"Can I go see Fran too?" I asked cutting the silence between us.
"If that's what you want then yes" she says.

She watched me eat, while she drank her green tea Frappuccino.

"I'm sorry for putting you through all this, it's just that I love you too much and it drives me crazy not having you" I told her once I finished eating.
"I'm sorry for doing what I did last night but do you really love him to marry him?"
"Not really" I said sighing.
"Then why are you going to marry him?"
"It's complicated" I said.
"Tell me" she says putting her hand on my thigh.
"I just don't know how to explain it to you."
"When are you going to try on wedding dresses?" She asks knowing I'm not ready to tell the truth.
"In two weeks Just one week after the mtv music awards" I tell her.
She cleared her throat "whatever, we better go see Fran now" she removed her hand from my thigh, I know what I said upset her.

We are only a week away from the MTV music awards, so I know everything that is going through her head right now, I fucking hate to hurt her.

We got to her house in calabasas, she put on a fake smile that she usually puts on when something displeases her or when she has to pretend she's fine, I know she does it for the second option because she doesn't want to worry Fran. She didn't say it but I know her.

She opened the door letting me enter the big house first. We made our way to the backyard where the older woman was.

"There you are Fran" Valen says getting the woman's attention.
"Oh my cute girl, it's so nice to see you" the woman says hugging Valen "oh I see you bring good company".
"Hi Fran it's nice to see you again" I said walking over to Fran to hug her.
"It's nice to see you too Lizzie... this morning Kris was here with stormi, the little girl misses you Valen you should go see her"
"Yeah, you're right I'll go visit her tonight with Shawn, we have a couples dinner with kylie and timothée."

My phone started vibrating and it was Boyd calling me.

"Sorry I have to take this" I said and walked inside the house.

B- hey baby, did you get home safe?
L- hey, I'm not home yet I came with Valen to see Fran.
B- that's great.
L- why is that?
B- so Shawn and I will have more time to plan things.
L-what are you talking about?
B-oh sorry honey I forgot to tell you yesterday, Shawn came to me at the party talking to me about how in love he is with Valentina, he asked me for help because he wants to ask her to marry him.
L- WHAT?
B- I know, isn't it amazing? they remind me of us. They are very much in love you know
L- when is he going to pop the question?
B- after the MTV's
L- I have to go, I'll talk to you later.

Everything went blurry, I was dizzy, my breathing lost its rhythm, my eyes were full of tears as my heart was breaking into a thousand pieces. This can't be happening.
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