Marked Souls

23-No time for fun these days

Y/N POV

Winter finally arrived, my favorite time of the year as the city bundles up and the first signs of Christmas are starting to show. It has been a little over a month since my conversation with my dad and mom. Namjoon and I have been busy not being able to spend much time together. I have been focused on school as it is winding down this week being the last until next semester and Namjoon focusing on BTS's comeback. When we got a chance we would make quick Facetime calls, selfies & pictures of things we wanted each other to see and quick moments together when the desire to see and fill our connection got to be too much to handle. I didn't even get to see the boys either as we were all busy and practice for them had been so grueling that they would get their rest when they could, leaving no time for fun these days for all of us.

**Ring Ring** My phone pulls me back from my thoughts.

"Hey Joonie." I answered

"Hi Jagiya." His face pops up on the screen.

"I miss you." I say, noticing that he was fully dressed, makeup and all. "You look handsome." I smiled.

"I miss you too. Thank you, I am on my way from a photo shoot and my mom called" He smiled and my heart jumped. All the time that we had been together we talked about our families but this felt like something more.

"Oh?" I wondered where this was going.

"They would like to meet you, I know we have both been busy lately but I would like to spend some time with them before I leave together." My heart jumped at the mention of him leaving and for a moment I hadn't fully processed what he had said before he reminded me that he was leaving soon...Dinner with HIS FAMILY?!?. It hit me like a pile of bricks.

Namjoon POV

I watched as her face went sadden then went pale. I wondered what had made her react that way.

"Are you okay?" I ask, nervous maybe it's too soon?

"Huh?" she shakes her head, seeming to register that I was asking her a question. "Sorry." She smiled. "Yes of course I would love to meet your family." a breath I didn't realize I was holding let go.

"Great, the company gave us this weekend off to visit with our family and some free time before we start to prepare to leave on the comeback tour." I watched her wince and looked down.

"What's wrong?" I ask

She looked up and simply said "You're leaving." Quietly "I just have been so focused on school and work that I hadn't had time to think about it. I know this is what you have been working for, it's just... I am going to miss you."

The words hit me. It was not about meeting my family, she is sad about me leaving.

"Jagiya." I barely could get out as the thought of leaving her settled in. The quietness taking over at the truth of that in a matter of weeks I would be gone for 3 months without seeing her at all to not fill the bonds pull.  Have been so busy, my mind full of things that needed to be done that I had not focused on this. This would not do. I need to figure out a way to maybe fly her out...

"Joonie" she broke the silence as I pulled up to the dorms and the car door opened. I circled my fingers asking if we could take a drive around the block.

"When would you like to visit?" she asked

"I would like to head up on Saturday but I would also like to spend the whole weekend with you if you are available."

She smiled brightly "I will be."

Her smile warmed me "Okay I will pick you up after your class on friday does that work?"

"Yes."

"See you then." I replied

"I am so excited I will be ready."

I hung up the phone a little shaky at the conversation I just had just as the door opened, the car stopped in front of the dorms. Time to get it together I will figure this out. I stepped out to the private entrance and entered into the loud chaotic living room. My brothers were laughing and talking over each other. I need some peace and quite so without thinking I walked over to my room and closed the door. Everyone must have gotten the point since no one followed me. During this weekend I will talk to her about the subject we both seemed to be dancing around. tell her how I feel and hope for the best.