ADDICTION

𝓒𝓲𝓰𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮

Life feels like hell sometimes but sometimes it feels like heaven. And in between of those sometimes.. at particular times, it feels like a fuckin beautiful mystery. And that's the best .
You don't know what's happening but you're just too drowned in the feel that u don't wanna even find out what's happening. You let the confusion settle into your bones because it gives you the peace that you actually crave for..

Off the point though..

So here i am, after school hours, waiting in Mr.Triat's room for the "discussion" he wanted to do with me. God knows why I'm so nervous about this. It's not like he will kiss me or something. Or...
Ugh my mind.. i need holy water to clear my dirty mind.
Being an academic topper doesn't mean that I'm totally innocent and don't know about anything. I actually got to know about these things by books themselves. It's kinda like porn but on paper. And my highly active imagination helps too. But nobody knows about this, neither I'd want them to know anyways.
The weather is still too nice but it hasn't rained yet...
Breaking my train of thoughts, Mr.Triat steps in the room. Why the hell he's still looking like he just came out of a photoshoot..

"Miss Sandys, i hope i didn't make you wait for too long.." he said with a gentle smile on his face while putting some papers on their place.
No sir.. i can actually wait forever for a guy like you who looks like have just come straight out of a fictional romance novel.

"No sir. It's fine. I've been here for 10 mins approx.. You have your work. I understand" i answer gently, while my thoughts were shrieking that why didn't I answer what i was thinking.
Bitch Shut upppp... This part of my brain is gonna get me into consequences i swear.

"Well, still that's long enough. I'm sorry but thank you for understanding. Appreciate it." He said finally looking at me with his ocean blue eyes ..

I might start singing... Ocean blue eyes, looking in mine.. i feel like i might... Sink n drown n die...
Fuck .. his blue eyes .. Being a Swiftie.. i had to. Get your brain checked dumbass..

"It's fine, sir." Was all I could mutter out of my mouth after that song session in my head. I wonder myself, how do I even get good marks in academics with this brain.

"Ari, i actually have been willing to talk to you for a while on this topic. Wait, is it okay, if i call you Ari?" He asked.

Nd I'm totally dumbstruck. Mr. Andrews Triat is actually calling ME by my name. Mr.Triat who's famous for being devilishly hot and cold as damn ice at the same time, is calling me by my first name. First time in the fuckin history of Highgate senior secondary school and Academy.
I feel a pang in my heart.. ouch.

"Uh. Mm hmm. Yeah it's okay sir." I stumbled through the words to form a coherent response, my brain still processing this conversation and thinking where's this going..

'Please, Ari. Call me, Andrews. We should drop formalities by now." He said.

What on earth is actually fuckin happening..
He's 21 years of age and I'm 15. And Mr. Triat.. now to me.. Andrews wants me to call him by his first name.
I feel the pang coming again. Ouchh.. two in a row.

"So, Ari.. as we don't have much of an age difference, let's talk informally. And direct.
I've been meaning to ask what are you pursuing to be in your future. You clearly are one of the brightest student this school has ever seen..but this will not actually decide your future. You must have something in your mind that you want to be." He explained and raised a question for me to answer..
Dangerous combination ..

But I have it cleared already that what do I want to be in my life. Always surrounded by books. Fucking Heaven.

"I've been working and focusing a lot on novels for some past years and i really think that i want to write myself. I want to become an author but frankly it can't be a settled job anyways. So i wanna become a professor of literature. This way I'll have my way of being with books and teaching children has always been interesting for me.
So yeah that's that if I got you correctly."
I explained my answer easily as speaking has always been a good trait of mine. To not get hassled in between, I made sure that I'm not staring in his eyes. Because then i would definitely stutter and zone out..

Continued....in the next chapter..

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