Useless?
Being useless will always be a feeling I'm used to.
When friends cry to me
I stand there uselessly
I try my best I do I really do
But I do not understand
I am useless to everyone and too myself
Truly I believe in myself
I love myself
But even I can see my badside
I'm lazy
I'm weak
I'm bad at everything
I'm bad at comforting
I'm bad at communicating
Worst of all I'm useless
People may disagree but that may be because I don't let them see me
The true me
The side of me I hate so deeply I want to cut it out of me
But I can't because that is me
In the end I can only accept myself
I can be better than that
I can work harder to be better
However I will always feel as though I am useless.
