insecurity.

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You make me insecure.
Every time you say something
You make me so unsure
Every time we do something
You complain about me
I'm so unsure with it
Whether I wanna do it anymore
I'm so unsure with it now
You complain and complain and complain
I love you, I really do
But you make me feel so worried
So worried about letting go
You tell me to let go
But when I do you complain
Now I just don't wanna do it anymore.
We drink, you complain.
We swim, you complain.
We do everything you want, you complain.
I'm trying, I really am but sometimes I just can't.
It's hard.
I love you I really do
You're an amazing person.
But sometimes you make me so damn insecure with myself.
I hate it I really do
But this is the way I am
I have my own morals
I know it's not the same
But I know I'll never tell you these words
So even in the end
It is my own fault
Because I know that I'll always need you
Even when you take my joy away
Even when you complain about what I do
I know it's hard
But you got to understand
It's harder for me
I've never done these things
I'm trying to put myself out there for you.
I'm trying so damn hard
So it's okay, because I'm still learning along the way.
Even when you make me so damn insecure.

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