I'm obsessed,
I'm obsessed with being obsessed,
Do I think it through?
How do I know,
Why do I care?
Eventually it eats at me,
Everything comes crashing down.
Now that I think about, is it horrible?
Does everyone get this feeling?
Grand thoughts go through my mind
Desperately wanting to find the answer,
Really do i want to be loved?
Do I even deserve that?
To be honest I don't know,
Wow this drives me insane,
Everything is annoying,
Do I want to be loved?
Do I wanna be in love?
Or am I just in love with the idea of love,
I wasn't taught what love is,
So it's hard,
Do I even know what to do?
Over time I know I'll love,
But for now I'm obsessed with just being obsessed.
I want the person I want to want me
I want them to need me
I want them to not let me go
I want them to always have me on their mind
I want them to be mine
I want them to make me theirs
I want them to be obsessed with me.
Because,
I'm obsessed.
