The Same Mistakes {Sequel to Unconditional Love}

Chapter 9

Ashley's P.O.V.

The past two weeks have been mesmerizing, it's like a dream in a way. Niall and I have settled back to our old ways. I still had the fear of him leaving again. I never intended to hurt Niall the way I did.

Harry and I hadn't spoken in over a month, which I took as a good thing for me. I did see him and Megan out and about sometimes when I was working at the coffee and tea shop. I smiled to myself because he looked truly happy. I new he would find some one else.

Niall and I were upstairs laying in bed when I felt the baby move against my hand and I smiled. Niall looked down at my stomach and smiled then placed his hand under where mine was. The little one in my stomach was moving around like crazy tonight. I had some sweets earlier in the day and now the baby was wide awake. It was going to be a long night tonight, I thought to myself.

I laughed as Niall started to rub my still growing belly. I got a cold chill as his hand slid across my soft skin. I smiled to myself thinking that this was all going to be okay and work out, like I had hoped in the beginning.

I never thought of myself being a young mother but to be honest I wasn't scared, okay well maybe a little. I was happy most of the time. It took a lot to piss me off nowadays I was mostly a mellow person. I hoped to stay this person after my little bundle of joy got here.

As I was daydreaming well night-dreaming, is that even possible? Eh, oh well. I was hoping the baby had Niall's hair and I couldn't wait to see the blue of the baby's eyes when they grow older.

“Hey babe?” Niall asked.

“Hm?”

“Do you still want the baby names we picked out before that stuff happened or did you change your mind?”

“Well actually I did change them. I like Rosaleen or Teagan for the girl. And I like Raegan or Declan for the boy. Um what do you think?” I responded nervously.

He stopped rubbing my belly and looked straight at my door then around my room, with a look of wonder on his face. I bit my lips in anticipation for him to answer me. I was starting to get a little worried that he didn't like the names after a few minutes with no response.

When Niall spoke his answer shocked me. His voice was so soft and his blue electric orbs stared right in mine as he took both of my hands in his.

“I love those names. I can't believe I ever thought about doubting us. We belong together, no matter what we go through. We can get through the impossible. After everything we've been through in the last year it seems like we've been from hell and back. I love you and this little bundle of ours, that we created.”

As he was done talking I felt the tears run down my cheeks and Niall wiped them softly away then kissed my cheeks but when he brought his lips to mine I felt like I was home. He was my safety, my Nialler, my actual soul mate.

It was like my soul recognized him from somewhere else. I didn't know what time period but I was so glad I could call him mine once again.

After we laid there just in silence cuddling with each other also with him rubbing my baby bump we heard his phone chime. He sighed. I smiled then got up so I could use the bathroom. When I got out his phone chimed once more. Niall looked aggravated.

“What's wrong Niall?” I asked.

“I don't know how she even got my number but she says if I want you to stay safe then I'll have to leave you?” Niall's answer was grim.

“What are you talking about? Who are you talking about?”

“My ex girlfriend, Cassie. She found out that you're pregnant. Don't worry, I'm not going to let her hurt you or us.”

I half smiled but then I felt the baby kick once more and I turned on my heel, almost falling in the process but finally and luckily made it to the toilet in time to puke. Just as we were getting back to our normal selves, something or someone has to get in the way. I won't give up Niall because some stupid ex girlfriend of his is jealous. I will fight for him, no matter what it takes.

I came out of the bathroom to Niall pacing around my room, getting faster as the pacing continued. I got in front of him and made him stop and look at me. I wrapped my hands around him and as tightly as I could I held him. I didn't say a word. I wanted him to know that I was here and wasn't planning on going anywhere.

About twenty minutes later he let me go and cupped my cheeks to make me look at him.

“I love you and only you. I'm not going anywhere, that I can assure you.”

I smiled and nodded then stood on my tippy toes to softly kiss him. The kiss turned from soft and sweet to more of a hungry and urgency type of kiss. I didn't understand at first but then I did. Niall was scared of loosing me once again.

The kissing increased and led to different parts of mine and his bodies but after we were done , it was like we were connected on a more deeper level than each of could understand.

We awoke the next morning to the sound his phone ringing and buzzing on the nightstand.I groaned but suddenly felt a pang of pain on the side of my stomach. I cried out when it continued.

“Ashley, what's wrong?” Niall asked concerned.

“I-I don't know. I don't think I'm supposed to feel this way.”

ONE WEEK LATER

Ashley's P.O.V.

I had just gotten out of the hospital and was put on bed rest for the rest of my pregnancy. I was sitting on the couch looking outside with the rain pouring down.

“Angel? You ready for some soup?” Niall asked me sweetly.

“Yeah.” I mumbled.

“Everything's going to be fine. The baby will be fine, Ashley.”

I sighed while Niall came up in front of me and pressed his hand to my belly. His blue electric blue orbs staring in mine helped me get out of this depressing mood I've been in. While in the hospital this mental person came in my room and punched me for no reason and then went out and tried to hit another person when the police arrived and took him back the mental institute.

I could've lost my little bundle that very day. They done lots of tests and very luckily everything came back fine. But after that day reality hit me hard. I almost fell apart during my stay. The hospital had cops stationed around the hallways and entrances just in case something else happened.

That afternoon Niall and I were upstairs when Liam knocked on my door and told us to come down because they had to have a meeting. I smiled and started down the stairs when for the first time in days I felt the little baby move around. I started to cry because I was overwhelmed with joy.

“Babe, are you alright?” I looked up and seen Harry with Megan. Megan's arm was wrapped around Harry's torso and Harry had the same but he had looked at me then at Megan.

I gulped and nodded but went straight for the kitchen. I sat down and put my head in my hands. I heard someone come in and soon I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist and rub my belly.

I sighed and mumbled sorry for being over dramatic. After I calmed down enough the meeting started and at the end of it I was fuming.

“Your leaving and you didn't even tell me?” I yelled.

We were upstairs in my room arguing because he didn't tell me that him and the rest of the band were leaving here and going to the states for three months. They had been told the week before.

Now in two weeks they were leaving and I couldn't handle it. I felt like everything around me was spinning out of control. Soon Niall had cornered me and put his hands on each side of my head then without warning he crashed his lips to mine.