The Same Mistakes {Sequel to Unconditional Love}

Chapter 5

Ashley's P.O.V.

We went looking for them but didn't find them so we all came back to make sure Mom had come back with Davey and thank goodness they didn't, I would've gotten pissed. A few minutes later Harry and Megan came out of the bushes holding hands and smiling then laughed at something she said.

I didn't like it but I made my choice and I wasn't going to have feelings for Harry, I just needed to remind myself of that.

After that I started setting out what little bit of food we brought I noticed someone's shadow creeping up on me. Didn't they know scaring a pregnant women could make her loose it? If they made me loose this baby, I would hurt them.

As I turned around, it was Niall smiling at me with his eyes shining at me. I smiled and blushed and no sooner then I took a step Niall had wrapped me up in his arms and planted kissed all over my face and I started giggling when I heard my brother clear his throat behind us.

I turned and then blushed but said “What? He is going to be the father of the baby and my husband so get used to it.”

He just huffed but as he turned around a girl with a skinny frame and long blond hair came up and wrapped her arms around his waist and place a delicate kiss on his cheek. Davey smiled and wrapped both of his arms around her waist and placed a soft kiss on her lips.

Niall started to rub my belly and I smiled then took his hand and put it where I felt the butterflies to see if he could feel anything.

“Do you feel anything? I have butterflies again.”

“Sadly I can't love. Angel you know what?”

I sigh because he can't feel the baby move but I hope soon he can just so I can see his beautiful blue eyes light up.

“No what Nialler?”

“I love you and this child so much already that I couldn't be more happier than I am now.”

I smiled and turned in his arms and looked in to his eyes. I could see the love he had for me. All of a sudden he laughed and then smiled at me.

“What's so funny?”

“Well for starters your brother and his girlfriend are kissing, Liam and Rachel are kissing, Harry and Megan just kissed, and then Aurora and Zayn are kissing by the fire. Now I think it's our turn.”

I giggled and Niall slowly took my face between my hands and leaned down slowly and pressed his sweet lips to mine. In that moment it was just us, just me and my sweet Nialler.

I moved so close to him that our bodies were tangled against each other, the kiss was amazing and I couldn't wait to spend the rest of my life with my sweet Nialler.

After I came back down from cloud nine I noticed everyone sitting around the bonfire toasting marsh-mellows and Hershey’s and graham crackers. I tug on Niall's arm smiling at him and pulled him towards the fire. With Harry and Megan on one laughing and talking and sharing a s'more.

Soon after Niall made my S'more for me, my brother stood up and said

“Everyone be quiet I need to say something.”

Everyone got real quiet, so quiet you could hear the fire popping and sparks were flying up from fire and the crickets started to chirp. We all turned to him and his girlfriend that was clung to his side smiling up at him.

“I just wanted to say thanks to my big sister for throwing me this awesome surprise party. I didn't think she was going to be able to come but she did and I'm glad. I want to also say congratulations on their engagement and the little bun in the oven. Now everyone put their marsh-mellow together so we can toast.”

Niall and I just smiled at him then at one another. He then leaned forward and kissed my forehead and I just giggled. Right after everyone touched the marsh-mellows together Davey came over and grabbed pulled my hands up and twirled me around then sat me back down and said

“Thanks sis, best birthday ever.”

I smiled and responded

“Your welcome bro. And I'm surprised no one told you.”

“No; no one told me but mom almost slipped up one time.” Davey chuckled.

“Yeah she almost did.” Skylar my little sister giggled and came over to sit beside me and Niall.

I think she was still trying to figure Niall out because she just stared at him for a couple of minutes and then smiled.

All of a sudden she took his hand from mine and put it on my stomach right when I felt the butterflies in the exact spot. I didn't understand it but I looked at her and she just smirked then walked back over to Mom and Dad.

Niall and I looked at each other and he asked

“Do you feel the butterflies again?”

I nodded then looked over Rachel and Liam who were laughing and cuddling to the right of us. Aurora and Zayn were over by the tents looking up at the stars and whispering.

Harry and Megan had left I noticed and it sort of angered me but I mentally slapped my self because I had chosen Niall and that's what I was going to keep choosing over Harry. Louis was sitting there texting Eleanor, he looked sort of sad and lonely.

“Louis you'll see her again soon.”

He looked up at me and smiled then replied

“I know but I just miss her a lot.”

I nodded in understanding. If I was across the world I would miss Niall a ton.

Sometime after that we all were just sitting by the fire Mom and Todd and Skylar had left for the house. Davey and Jessi had already climbed in their tent and were sleeping.

Zayn and Aurora were now sitting watching the remains of the fire as well as Liam and Rachel, and Niall and I. We all looked at one another and smiled then Liam suddenly got up and looked at the fire once again. It was almost out but I think we all were tired and stuffed from marsh-mellows as well as S'mores.

Soon after Liam and Zayn and Louis were grabbing dirt and throwing it on the fire so it could go out. As they were almost finished Niall tugged on my hand and we went inside our tent. We changed in to our pajama's and just held each other in the dark listening to the crickets and some of the owls.

I didn't know I had fallin asleep until I suddenly woke up from a nightmare. I dreamed I was having my baby and it was a still born. I clutched my stomach and rubbed it and started crying. I honestly didn't want that to happen, I wanted my baby to be healthy and happy. I sat up and pulled my hair back. I turned and grabbed Niall's phone. I clicked the side of it and seen it was only 8 am. I groaned and tried to go back to sleep but it futile. I tried to shake the dream off but I just couldn't, it really scared me. As I was putting down Niall's phone it went off.

I watched Niall jump up and look at me confusingly. I only half smiled but I must've looked scared because he ignored his phone and took me in his arms.

“Love, what's wrong? What happened?”

“I had a nightmare about the baby. It died in my stomach and I gave birth to a dead b-b-baby.” I couldn't hold back my tears any longer. I was scared and I honestly didn't want that to happen to our child.