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Grabbing the back of my head pulling me closer to him. Than yells "ASHTRAY FUCKING ONEIL GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE!!!" Ash comes downstairs and says "what man?" Fez says "u gave alara, a fucking hickey!?" Ash says "shit umm." Fez says "NO CLOSED DOORS!" Ash says "IM FUCKING SIXTEEN GOT MY OWN DAMN INCOME I WOULD MOVE OUT IF I COULD BUT CANT! SO IF I GET ALARA PREGNANT OR WE FUCK U CAN GET OVER IT!" He's angry.

I know I already made him mad, but damn. He's this mad? Fez says "your right... when she's pregnant? That's on u ash, I don't want to hear u bitching and everything comes out of your pocket!!!" Than he grabs his keys and walks out the house. Ash's really mad.

But so is fez, so I don't know what to do or say. So I don't say anything, I'm silent.

Ash sighs, I look at him and he says "I know what you thinking." I say "I'm not thinking anything." He says "mhm." I say "I'm not ash really" stressed.

He says "what's wrong with u babe?" I say "why do u always try and argue with fez when I'm around." He says "cause fez always tries me when your around." I say "sure..." he says "now u don't believe me?" I say "no u don't." He says "always something."

I say "I guess." walking past him I go back upstairs and changes back into my clothes. I grab my keys and phone and walks out his room. Ash says "Fuck u goin?" I say "home I don't got enough energy for your bullshit." Walking out to my car angry.

Time skip
I went home and threw a party. A pool party.I wore a cute bikini

Yk one to get ash's eyes

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Yk one to get ash's eyes. The party was starting, I was kinda nervous.

-ash's pov-
I was walking around in normal clothes at alaras fucking party when I seen her. Alara she was in a bikini I wish she was wearing a coverup at least. But she looked good well for my eyes only. Her ass hung out the swimsuit a bit and her tits they showed a lot... but what can I do? Nothing she's pissed. I don't blame her at all.

-alaras pov-
I grabbed a bottle of Hennessy my best friend. I went to the pool and waited by the edge. Taking sips of my Hennessy, watching everyone but me enjoy this fucking party. Than I hear "FIGHT THERES A FIGHT MADDY AND CASSIE" I get out the pool and runs to the kitchen. Cassie was on-top of Maddy attacking her. I punch Cassie making her fall off Maddy, getting on Cassie beating the shit out of her swing after swing after swing. Till I got pulled off.

I look at see it was ash, I roll my eyes and walks away. Ash says "alara" and follows me. I go up to my room and ash shuts the door. He says "I GET IT I DO!" he says angry as hell. He says "IM WORKING ON MYSELF BUT IT DOESNT HELP U LOOKING THAT DAMN GOOD AND STILL TREATING ME LIKE IM NOTHING" he lowers his voice sincerely.

He says "alara, we are a team! You told me u would help me. Now u won't talk to me. How the fuck." I say "I'm sorry." He sighs, he says "u look fucking good." I say "u dont, did you not get the memo? It's a pool party." He says "I'm not gonna be shirtless around all these people alara."

I say "true," as I try to walk past him to my bathroom I bump into him. He grabs my waist and says "watch were your walking next time ma." Looking down at me licking his smooth lips. Fuck man!!!

Ash says "u good?" I say "yea." He says "why u looking at me like that?" I say "don't worry about it." He says "imma worry about it when u mine." I say "a lot of people say that." Than u walk into the bathroom. He says "ALARA JEAN"angrily.

I say "IM JOKING ASHTRAY ONEIL!!!" As I use the bathroom. I finish and wash up my hands and walks out the bathroom. Ash says "u should go to bed alara." Wrapping his arms around my waist, I say "I should." Putting my hands on the back of his neck and resting my head on his chest sighing, ash chuckles.

He picks me up holding me by the thighs and says "let's go to bed" laying me on the bed with him next to me. I say "I'm in my swimsuit." Ash says "I can take it off you ma."

I get up and says "no." Changing into one of ash's hoodies and some shorts. Ash says "u got my hole ass closet?" I say "no! Leave me alone if I borrow a hoodie get over it." He says "I would if it got returned." I say "borrow with no return policy." He rolls his eyes. I than go lay down.

He pull me close to him and tucks his head in the crook of my neck, kissing my neck a bit. I say "ash let me sleep!" He says "alara let me fuck you!" I sigh and says "no."

Scouting away from him. He says "bro your no fun." I say "good bitch" getting comfy in bed on ash.

He says "oh so u can get comfy on me but not fuck me?" I say "your annoying me right now shut up so I can sleep." He chuckles, ash made me feel safe. Considering my dads a drug dealer I never really felt safe. I mean ash is to.

But it's different, really is I know ash would kill for me my father would care about the drug's first than me. Or not even me, but something about ash. I knew I was always safe, and loved and seen.

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