I met you
And you showed me around
Where the Legos were
And where the crafts were
And where my desk was
I wish I could go back to those early moments
When we were pure innocence
And I wish i would have known
(Although it would have surprised me),
That I would end up falling in love with
The little girl that stood before me.
I wish I would have known better
I wish I would have known what I do now.
I wish I was still the little girl that I was
And I could stare into your eyes
And become lost in their world
Brown like earth, soil, sand.
But now when I look into those eyes
All I see is the girl I loved that never did love me back.
All I see is hatred, all I see is a
ruined, quaked version of the soil and earth and sand that I used to watch in awe.
I wish I could go back and prevent you
From making the mistakes that you did
And prevent myself
From making the mistakes that I did.
But in that moment
I smiled at you with the brightest smile in the world
As you showed me around our little grade one classroom
And as I fell in love with you for the first time.
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She's Everything. (Short poetry series)
PoetryThese poems are written in chronological order of real events, from my perspective, that took place in my life before during and after my first relationship and my experience with it. Thanks for reading, i appreciate the support!
