could have been mine

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I hate how it gets me every time
When I can still smell your perfume.

I hate that you cant ever be mine.
I hate when I see a happy couple
I hate that It could have been us.

I wish I hated you more.
(but I don't)
And I won't ever admit that I love you far too much.

I wish I'd been careful
I hate who I was.

Wish I was perfect
So I wouldn't hate who I was.

(I hate how)
I love the smell of your perfume
(I hate how)
You are ethereal
(I hate how)
You are perfect

In a way I wish I could describe
In a way I wish I could describe
So I would understand it myself.

Wish I understood it myself.

wish you could have been mine.
wish we had taken our time

Maybe then
you would have been mine.

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