𝑇𝑤𝑜 𝐹𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠 𝐶𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑

13- 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭

Drunk kook says things.. that make me blush.

He kept blabbering about how beautiful I am for 15 minutes straight.
Singing some songs about it and being sad about what happened today.

He also talked about how he found me, fighting with that man earlier, extremely fascinating.

How am I not drunk though? Is being drunk a privilege for only official fictional characters in this book?

I sat besides him, adoring how he just shows me all of him, clearly. He doesn't fake himself neither does he hide anything from me.
It makes a bit guilty of how I can't tell him what this is.

How sad, all this, all of his world, is just a mere fiction. It doesn't exist.
But it's also good at the same time. Because he gets to live however he wishes.  He just doesn't talk about anything sad in particular. He must be very happy. He's content with his life as a main character.

Thinking he's finally free and happy now, puts me at ease.

Just when I was thinking all this, I felt tingling sensation near my cheek.
And when I turned around-

He leaned in, so carefully.  Hearts beating between us and he was so close, he was so close that I couldn't think about anything. I couldn't think about this being fake or that this is just a book or I probably shouldn't do this, because all I felt was him, everywhere, filling every gap in me, and he whispered.

"You will forget this, won't you?"

He said "I know this is fake but let me think it's not, just for tonight."

I unknowingly replied, nodding, "just for tonight"

And he kissed me.

His lips felt softer than anything I've ever known, soft like a first snowfall, like biting into cotton candy, like melting and floating and being weightless in water. It was  sweet, it was so effortlessly sweet..

My tongue playing with his lip piercing, he smiled against my lips.

So intoxicating  and Irresistible that I kept wanting more of him.

I'm doing a mistake.
It's not gonna end well.
But fuck it.

He wants me and I want him too. That's all that matters..

Just for tonight.

I begged myself to stop after the kiss. Nothing less, nothing more.

And I did. I stopped after kissing him and he flashed me his doe eyes.
"Um, don't look at me like that.."
I looked away, heat crawling up to my cheeks.
Jk- "like what Eira-ya..?"
"L-like that"
I stuttered, wondering how he has this effect on me. But I decided to stop here.

"Go to sleep Jungkook"
Jk- "oh?"  He looked at me with a puzzled expression.
Jk- "I thought we're on nickname basis?"
"You don't use nickname for me?"
Jk- "I lovingly add 'ya' to your name because it's already short.. should I find a nickname-"
"No. It's alright. Now go to sleep Jungkookah"
He smiled at me.
Pulling me on his lap he whispered.
Jk-"I wanted more of you though.."
His breath tingling my neck and then he fell asleep.

I think I wanted more of you too..

Why is my heart betraying me?