feelings

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heeseungs was worken up the sound of his alarm. he growned as he tried to sit up, trying to recall the memories of last night. And again he fell onto the bed. he remembers everything clearly, his own girlfriend who he trusted more than his friends cheated on him, he is now feeling dumb not believe his friends. He should've trusted them and broke up with her sooner but what can he do, he loved her but all he received was pain. She used him, she played with him, she fooled him, she just was with him for his money.

Finally heeseung let his tears tears to roll down his face. He cried silently blaming him for everything that happened between his and his ex-girlfriend.

Heeseung finally stop crying and got out of the bed and went to the bathroom. And after some minutes he was fully dressed and ready to go to school. Although he really wanted to stay at home, he can't. he needs think about how people think about him. And he doesn't want people to call him weak just for a single break up.

Heeseung was now heading to the school. As soon as he entered he can here people screaming his name, running towards him telling him to accept their gift, or be there boyfriend, why is people so hopeless.

He saw his friends at the locker but he ignored them and went to his class, he didn't want to talk them not yet, soon the lecture started but heeseung wasn't paying attention,it's like his body was present in the class but his mind was somewhere else.

In his next class jay tried to talk to him, but he just ignored him, soon jay gave up and instead focused on the class.

Heeseung didn't talk to any of his friends, he didn't even have lunch, now here he was in his last class not giving attention to anything that teacher was saying. Instead many thoughts were running inside his head.

After his last class heeseung went straight to his dorm. He was relieved his roommate was not there. He remembers sunghoon taking care of him last night, he saw him crying, he must think I am pathetic now, heeseung was embarrassed but what can he do. And I will be glad if he doesn't tell anybody. But for now I can't think about anything. He needs to distract himself from his own thoughts, so without a thought he picked his phone and called someone.

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"Hello" jay voice came from the other side

"Meet me at *********** " heeseung not wanting for a reply hanged up the phone.





Kinda short but next chap will be full of suprises

Have a great day 🦋💗

- Jay's side crush -






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