Dedicated to IYeetOnGrier
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"I love you."
"I know you do."
"But, I can't stay anymore."
"Why? Where are you going?"
"Just know that I love you, and when- if I come back, I'll be yours forever."
"Luk-"
"Goodbye y/n."
And that's all he said before leaving me.
That very same night, he left me a letter. A letter of suicide.
He wasn't happy anymore, so he decided.. To take his life away. Leaving me all alone, to fend off with my sickness.
I wasn't good enough for him to be happy, and its all my fault. Its always my fault.
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"Wake up."
I shook awake and looked up to find my nurse.
"Yes Amelia?"
"Its time to take your medicine y/n, then your father put you in a support grou-"
"I don't want to go."
"Y/n, you have no choice. You're 17 years old. Luk-"
"Don't say it. I don't want to meet another sick boy in a support group like some stupid the fault in our stars book. My fucking life isn't some book!"
Amelia looked taken back before placing the medicine on my hand, and handing me the cup of water.
"Luke is gone. You have to move o-"
Before she could speak, I threw my cup of water at her and screamed once more.
"Get the fuck out!"
She wiped her face before picking up the plastic cup.
"Your father will be waiting for you downstairs."
I just ignored her, and glared at her as she left.
Everybody wants me to forget about the only boy I've grown to love.
Its only been 2 years. How dare they think I'd move on that fast? Luke was the only person who loved me, while everyone just wanted me to live in a breathing corpse.
"Fuck this."
My voice cracked as I walked to the bathroom.
I stripped myself of my clothing as I stepped inside the shower.
"I miss you."
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"Hey, my name's y/n and I have no interest to be here. At all."
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Suicidal Oneshots | 5SOS edition |
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