"wow its tasty "ragini said eating all food ignoring a surprise gaze of sanskar who has an amusing smile in his face looking at her .....
"U like it"he asked and ragini finally look at him and nod like child "i love it .. sanskar u know its been long that i have eaten something like this ..kaam me itna busy thi that kbhi tine hi nhi mila "she said and enjoyed her food but sanskar gaze soften ..
"U need more "he asked and she nod in no "where is kitchen"she asked him and he just look confuse but point toward it and she goes ....
He follow her .."kya krrhi ragini"he asked...."chaiii"she said and he smile ..
They both sit in balcony
"To ab kb jarahe wapis "she asked not able to resist this ques ..he look at her for sec and avert his eyes.."untill all will be clear here "he said and ragini smile but ask"sanskar u dont have to be here just ..u know u can leave its i ..mera mtlb h "she got confused what to say she want him to be here but she also dont want yo burden herself "i am not leaving u here alone .."he said and ragini look at him ..and remember how she realise that she love him the time when death is coming toward her she remember him only .. nobody else just him...
She smile which is noticed by sanskar
"Is its so fascinating that make u smile "he ask and she get flushed in embarassment she run from their making Sanskar giggle ...
"Sanskaar"he heard her shout and immediately run outside to see her pouting toward him "are u seriouss"sanskar said looking at ragini ...
"Why u shouted "he asked and she point toward something which make him laugh"oh godd u are scared of this little puppy"he asked and carry the puppy in his arms ..and ragini look horror "he will bite "she said when sanskar started to come towards her "no "she said amd try to run but he hold her hand "he will not bite he will love u "he said but ragini close her eyes in fear and sanskar look at her scared face and admire ...
"See he is not doing anything"he said and ragini slowly open her eyes and smile little when a guy come and take the puppy .."lets go inside its late now"he said and ragini nod and both head inside ..
They were sitting and sanskar is working on his laptop and ragini is in deep thinking ...he keep take glance of her in between
"Sanskar i am sorry meri wajah se "she start but interrupted when sanskar said "again now stop it ragini i also love orphanage"
"No i am not talking about this i am talking about our past..."she said making sanskar stop his word ...he didn't want to start this but till when he will avoid this ..but he will still feel hurt ..know matters how old it became
"I was scared or i can say i am scared...hmne bachpan me apni ma ko kho diya tha ..or tbse baba bhi samjho hmse alag hogaye ..pass hoke bhi dur...ohir dadi maa ne hame sapna dikhaya ek parivaar ka or pyaar ka ki ek Rajkumar aayega or wo sirf mujhse pyaar karega.... hmari zindagi me laksh aaye ..or hamne unhe apna rajkumar samjha jo hmse pyaar karega ..or hm kb unhe apna pyaar samjhne lage pta hi nhi chala "ragini says and sanskar feel hurt listening laksh as her love but didnt say anything and ragini continue
"Phir swara aayi hamare zindagi me ..hamari bhn hamare parivar ka sapna pura hua hame ek ma mili khoya hua baba ka pyaar or ek bhn ,or aap hamare dost..or kya hi chaiye tha ... sanskar hame sbkuch mil gaya tha zindagi me sbkuch ...pr shayad ye sb sirf ek dhoka tha hm bhk gaye sanskar hm ye bhul gaye jo pariwar ham basa rahe h wo hamari ma ke aansuon pr bna h ... hamari maa sanskar...jo is duniya me nhi thi or jo dunya jb thi to kabhi khush nhi thi ....
Isiliye mujhe ek dhokebaaz beti hine ki saza mili sanskar..mujhse mera sbkuch cheen gaya hamra pyaar hmaari bhn hamara pariwar or aap...hamare dost ek laute dost"she said and look at sanskar who is already looking at her ragini have tears in her eyes she is so close to broke down but she didnt stop she want to tell him tell him everything...and he want to listen everything today ..her heart he want to listen her heart...
"Hame jb laga ki hm sb kho rahe hm galat raaste pe chale gaye sanskar hmdono ne galat raasta chuna aone khwabo k liye aap to shi raste aagye pr hm kho gaye sanskar hm kho gaye ...us daldal.me..."she said and a sob escape her mouth sanskar want to Console her but he didnt he just want to listen her..
"Phir hm us raste me bhatak te rahe ..pr sanskar pr insb cheezo me mujhe bs ek hi cheez chaiye thi pyaar..pyaar sanskar hmne ye sb paiso ya rutba ya jalan k liye nhi kiya hmne ye sb pyaar k liye kiya ....pr ye baate kisi ne nhi smjhi apne. Swara or laksh ne hamare gunaho ka parda fash kiya or pta h sanskar hme to apni gunaho guilt hamesha se tha...or wo guilt us raat khtam hua tha jb hamare gunaoho ke peeche sbne apne gunahh chupa liye ...ragini shuru se aise nhi thi ...usne nhi bola tha laksh ko ki usse engagement kre ..usne nhi bola.tha swara ko ki uske liye sacrifice kre usne nhi bola tha ki wo laksh se pyaar kare or nahi hmne apne ek laute dost ko bola tha ki hame us jung me shamil kare ...to sirf hm gunehgar kyu bane sanskar ..kyuu...kya koi tha nhi jo mere liye khada hota ki kahta ki nhi aap ragini k saath aisa nhi kr sakte haa ragini koi khilauna nhi h .....
Phir tum aaye mere zindagi phir se jb mai tmsbse nafrat krne lagi thi sanskar nafrat pyaar shabd se tm mere dost bane pr sanskar jb tumne hamari dosti k beech pyaar laaya mai dar gayi thi sanskar mai dar gayi mujhe laga tm mere saath phir koi khel khel.rahe the ...pyaar mere kismat me nhi or naahi mai koi swara jaisi ladki hu jinse sb pyaar krte h mai sirf nafrat k liye bani hu mere hisse me bhi sirf nafrat h or..mai tmhe dard nhi dena chati thi sanskar pr mai jaanti thi ki mai sirf dard ji de sakti hu tmhe ..or mai us kaabil hi ................"her words get stopped as sanskar hugg her tightly...
"Shhh "he said tears in his eyes also listening how broken she is ...
"Nhi sanskar mai nhi hu kaabil mai pyaar k kaabil nhi hu ....or tm "her word stop as sanskar come out of hug and held her face ..
"Tm dunya k har Khushi ki haqdar ho ragini har Khushi...or kon kahta h ki tm nafrat k layak ho are tmne pyara kiyaa tha aisa pyaar jo bhot kam log kr paate ....or tmhare dard ko khatm hona h ek din ..or kkn kahta h tm ek achi ladki jhi ho ... kbhi meri nazro se dekho khud ko ...tum dunya ki sbse achi ladki ho jo sirf pyaar or khushiya deserve krti h"sanskar said looking in her eyes .....
Ragini look at him admiringly...and about to say something..when
"Raginiiiiiiiiii"
Both ragsan look shocked
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