Surviving Summer // Baxter Radic x OC

Chapter Eleven - My Safe Place

☼ Kai ☼

The blanket was pooled around us as I grind a slow tortuous rhythm on Bax, his hands gripping my hips guiding me. His eyes hungrily roaming over my body. I would be lying if I didn't say this was the best, mind blowing, sensual sex I have ever had. Bax knew exactly what he was doing...with his mouth...his hands....he knew exactly how to send me over the edge. The sun was starting to come up, we haven't even slept yet every part of me exhausted in the best way. "Bax..." I say breathlessly. He could feel how close I was, my legs already starting to tremble. "Look at me Kai" his voice husky as my eyes snap to his. Our rhythm picking up "Mine" he states...claiming me, my head nodding "yours" my voice barely above a whisper. One of his hands coming to tease my clit as my head tilts back with a breathy moan whispering his name. Stars were clouding my vision as the wave of my orgasm hit me with such a profound force completely wrecking my body. "Breathtaking" Bax whispers watching me come undone before he looses what little control he had over himself, my name on his lips in a moan. Hottest thing I have ever heard.

My head rests on Bax's chest as I listen to his steady heart beat. My head slowly rising and falling with each calm breath. His fingers gliding up and down my bare back as we lay in his bed too exhausted to speak. He kisses my forehead before my eyes slowly close, sleep claiming me. It's been a long while since I've slept so peacefully. What I wouldn't give to be able to sleep like this every night. To have a calm mind....a peaceful rest, one not riddle with nightmares. This was more than perfect....he was more than perfect. I was falling too hard and too fast but I wasn't scared of falling in love....I was scared of losing him. Terrified of losing my safe haven.

I woke nauseous with hunger as I sneak out of Bax's embrace grabbing his shirt and throwing it over my head before walking out to his kitchen. I raided his place finding pancake mix, syrup, fresh fruit and cookware. It might be four in the afternoon but pancakes is a food staple you can eat anytime. I mean we have not one but two national pancake days. I dig through my purse finding my airpods as Noah Kahan plays through them surrounding my world. I get started making pancakes, mixing the batter, buttering the pan, and pouring the batter into the pan flipping them once they are ready. I get into a rhythm, I'm on my fifth pancake waiting for it to be flipped. I use the spatula as a microphone "Oooohhhh there was heaven in your eyes...I was not baptized...everything's alright when....she calls me back....sheeeeaaaAAAHHHHH!" I scream when I feel a hand wrap around my waist. I drop the spatula before pulling my airpods out turning to look at a very amused Bax. "You scared the shit out of me!" I say. I could still feel my heart beating rapidly. "Sorry Longboard. I tried to get your attention but you were too busy giving me a concert! Which by the way I could get very use to waking up every morning to this view...." he smiles, a hand pushing back some of my hair behind my shoulder. "Oh yeah?" I question. "A mind-altering night buried deep inside of you..." his voice trailing off as he leans in leaving a trail of kisses up my jaw. "You asleep in my arms all night long.....waking up to you wearing nothing but my shirt as you cook us pancakes. I'm the luckiest bloke in the world." his lips finding mine as I part them for him, a whimper escapes me at the way his tongue plays with mine. I don't think I will ever get use to kissing him...it was electric, all consuming. Bax kisses me like I'm his entire universe.

We spent the entire evening in our own bubble. Watching movies, snacking, talking, and more stunningly intense sex. I fell asleep in his arms again, another restful night that was utter bliss. When I woke in the morning I could feel his missing presences as I blindly felt the bed around me for his body but he was nowhere. I slowly get up to make my way to the kitchen finding him plating breakfast. "Figured we could eat and then head out for a bit of dawn patrol?" he gives me that earth shattering smile as I nod my head. I walk over to him standing on my tiptoes to kiss his cheek. I grab my plate as we make our way to his dining table, digging in. "This has been the best two days of my life. I know I joke all the time and being serious means being vulnerable which makes me uncomfortable, but I don't feel that way with you. I've never felt this way about anyone....you're incredible Kai and I selfishly want more of you....selfishly want all of your time. I want to spend every night with you because this feeling...it's..." in an instant I'm on my feet as I straddle him on his chair my lips crashing into his. Our tongues in a heated dance...a perfect rhythm. I pull back slowly, those ocean blue eyes staring back at me. "I selfishly want all of you." I say barely above a whisper. Those lips find mine again as his hands hold me up long enough for him to pull his pants slightly down as he guides me as I slowly slide down on him, taking every single inch. The moan that rips through his throat sends a shiver down my spine. His hands gripping my hips as I start to swirl and grind in the most delicious rhythm. "You're so perfect Kai" his voice straining as he matches my rhythm. He leans in leaving a trail of bites down my neck, a sweet shiver coursing through my body. I wasn't far, I could already fill that familiar build up. "Bax....I'm...." I couldn't finish my words, his hands trailing under my shirt as he palms my breast. I arch into him as my head tilts back, my legs starting to tremble as I feel that hot need in the pit of my stomach about to explode. "Look at me baby" his voice rough and husky as I do what he says "Good girl" he smirks before my whole body burns bright, my eyes un-focusing on him as my orgasm takes over me. It doesn't take Bax long as he thrust into me a few more times before biting my shoulder as he moans with his release. He showers my shoulder with kisses around his bite, as my hands play with his messy pink hair.

I loved when he took control..how he possessed me completely...the way that I belonged to him and he belonged to me. Our vulnerability startling causing us to be utterly and truly ourselves with one another. He was my safe place....I was falling for him because I could be me....the me only he got to witness. Saw all my flaws....all my scars and he still chooses me. I want to show him what love truly feels like...I want him to feel with one kiss just how much I can make love to his soul for the rest of my life.