I'm having a hard time continuing
With all my school works, I am beginning
to go insane
who's to blame? me
what a shame
and honestly
i don't really give up that easily
but right now, there is no certainty
as things have became hard
without her, for me to see
her? why is she in the picture
well, of course, I miss her
call it whatever you want, toxic or not
but I just want to be next to her
for like, forever
and for a while now, I've been asking myself
"What is this?"
What is this feeling?
I'm not really sure, but my heart is aching
Yearning for the answer, I need to stop overthinking
Is this a feeling?
Or am I longing?
For her..
I cannot see, yet it's clear
for me to see, that I cannot even bear
to see her no longer.
I hate this.
Is she there? Are you there?
Scent
A fragrance of her, I smell
Making me hell bent
on meeting the end of this trail.
Call me crazy, but I will not fail
on recognizing this aroma I've come to miss
It's the scent of her hair.
Ah..
I see..
Now I realize, and simpler than I thought It'd be
This is but a feeling, a longing of seeing
her existence in front of me.
Meeting and feeling her presence near me.
I am melting
Thoughts of her do not leave my very being.
I yearn for her voice, saying nothing
and feel a calming
sensation, creating meaning
to whatever it is that's mending us together.
Maybe, I'm just delusional.
Crazy as usual.
So, what really is it that I'm feeling?
I have an answer, though not everything.
Lack of a feeling,
Lack of her being.
I miss her.
I miss you, Ann.
