Beneath the surface [BTS JIMIN FF]

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AMORA POV

I sat in my car in front of Yoongi's place, squeezing that steering wheel and hyperventilating from the pain the tears have left behind.

I don't even know how I got here. I can barely see through my eyes, and I drove here. I know Jimin's gonna come to my place to find me, and I don't want to see him. I want nothing do to with him.

I have been there through it all. Watched him cry over her, suffer. And I stayed. He even promised that she's gone, that there is no more her, and then he cheats on me. 

The same reason he was so hurt for years, he did the exact same thing to me. After telling me he loves me, telling me what I mean to him. After showering me with so much affection and making me happy, he tore it all down in seconds. 

Was he with her this entire time? That baby... is it his? 

I got out of the car and dragged myself to Yoongi's door, holding back my tears until he opened and then I broke down all over again. 

'Amora!' He yelled my name as I threw myself into his arms, screaming into his chest

'It hurts. Yoongi, it hurts.' I whimpered, barely making any words

'What happened? Did you hurt yourself??' He was panicking, having no idea what happened

I haven't even told him about the fight we had the other day. I didn't want him to worry or meddle. It is my relationship. Well... it was.

'Jimin... It hurts...' My knees wouldn't hold me up anymore, and I caved in

'Shit. Amora-' He almost caved in with me as I fell on my knees, but he dropped down too, lifting my face in panic. 'What happened, sis? Is Jimin okay?? Did something happen to him?

'He - he is- He is with- With Haeun!' I hiccuped, sobbing and yelling at him

I can't even see him with so much tearing up. I can't hear or see anything. 

'He - He was kissing her. They... they are-' Unable to finish my words, I felt sick to my stomach, covering my mouth not to throw up from crying so much

'I'm gonna kill him.'

I heard that clearly. 

'It hurts... Everything hurts.' 

'I know, sis. I know. Come here.' He sat down, pulling me into his arms, hugging me tightlty, stroking my hair as I cried. And cried... and cried...

YOONGI POV

She is more than broken. She cried for 2 hours without stopping, turning my shirt into a wet towel as she sobbed, pulling on me. I have never seen her like this. She is... she is in so much pain.

And this is all his fault.

This is what I was afraid of. I didn't want her getting hurt. I didn't want him near her because I knew how broken he is himself. But then I saw them together, and I have never seen either of them so happy. The way he was looking at her was melting even me. Even if I was against it, the way they were together made me change my mind. 

I thought he was finally over Haeun and was now happy. Happier than he was with her. And Amora was happy. The smile she has looking at him is something special.

But right now I'm ready to kill him. He did exactly what Haeun did to him, but to Amora. I will kill him the first chance I see him.

Lost in my thoughts, I haven't noticed Amora fell asleep, exhausted by her pain and crying. I got her to bed and tucked her in, and then I ran.