"Are you sure you're okay?" Dazai asks once more.
"Yeah. I guess I am... But I have a question..." I nod my head.
"Go ahead! Everything for you!" he sings out.
"Well... Do you think flashbacks can be real? I mean, yeah, people do think what they have done before but like... Can they get unintentional flashbacks?" I ask.
"Flashbacks? Now that's an interesting question. Honestly, I haven't thought about it," he sighs.
"But why do you even ask?" he seems interested in my reasoning.
"I might have just had one," I simply say.
Why the hell would I lie?
"You had a flashback? How was it?!" Dazai smiles happily.
"Not really nice. It was a horrible memory. I was about fourteen years old," I shrug my shoulders.
"Oh. If you say it was a horrible one and at this age... Then you got one of the worst ones there is for you to get," he frowns.
"What do you mean? Do you know what exactly happened?!" I try to go close to him but the chain prevents me from doing so.
"I do... But I have a feeling that I won't have to tell to you. If you get your memory back, then this will be soon clear to you. Damn. I wish you wouldn't remember," he says the last bit really quietly but in this empty cellar or wherever we are, it is very clear.
"Why is that so? I really wanna know what happened!" I argue back.
What is wrong with him?
"Well..." the brunet starts but is cut off by a black flash, making a cut right next to his neck.
What the hell even is that?!
"Oh... You were here?" Dazai suddenly asks, looking at the stairway.
I turn my gaze there as well and surprise surprise.
There stands no one else than Akutagawa.
Not him again.
Please, give me some rest.
I don't want to see his face so much.
"A certain fate awaits those chained here- But you of all people should know that well," the dark-haired man says.
"And not only you... But you as well, Y/n-san," he then turns to me.
"Excuse me, but I have no clue where I even am right now. So, could you all stop telling me that I know everything when I know absolutely nothing?" I give him a forced smile, knowing very well how fake it looks.
"Ah, this takes me back... I remember back when you were still the rookie," Dazai starts, looking at Akutagawa.
"You bear a heavy sin. Dereliction of duty, desertion of your post... And now, daring to defy The Mafia as an enemy. I cannot believe a former Mafia Leader could commit such acts," the other guy seriously says.
"And now it seems you took Y/n-san down the same path," he adds after a small pause.
"What? He hasn't done shit. But go on, blame everything on him. I don't really care," I shrug.
"Indeed I have... And your former bosses no less, right?" Dazai smirks.
Now I'm so confused.
Wait. Was I part of Port Mafia before?
No, no way. Right?
Why in the hell would I have been a part of The Mafia?
That makes no sense.
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Don't You Remember? (BSD X Reader)
Fanfiction"Well, she doesn't remember anything, so as long as no one tells her, we can hire her too, right?" -Dazai Osamu Losing your memories and starting a new life isn't easy, especially when others know you from the other side. But since you don't even kn...
