Entry 15

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17 year old...

11 January, 2012 Wednesday, 6:42pm

Our project....It's been months and we have just got it half done. The deadline is next month before our finals. I seriously feel a burden to Jungkook, i should be the most helpful one since he arrived mid session but it's the opposite. He already had a lot on his plate and got less to no input from me for this project. The last month was hectic and i took a lot of holidays and before that my health was getting in the way. Why am i so problematic? He must be regretting getting partnered up with me and i agree...who wouldn't. That is why i asked him to meet me at my place so we can wrap it up. We never actually did this outside school and i wonder if it gets awkward. He looked a little startled when i invited him to my place...he said yes nonetheless so i shouldn't worry. Tae seem to be almost done with it and why not....Seoah is on board. Since i mentioned him...something is bothering me a lot these days and i have no idea if its just me or Taehyung has got a little distanced with me. Did he notice? is he doing on purpose?....sighhhh i don't have an answer to that .He lives just next to our house and his window is quite visible from our doorstep. I saw Seoah was with him. He invited her to his house..wow...they were talking...yea talking and maybe laughing and maybe having fun just like that day. I really don't understand why i don't like them together instead i..i ..i get jealous, i can't hide it anymore, the shocking part is it doesn't is feel like as a best friend but.....something else. I stood there for like a minute and my heart was aching in a way it never did...i was infuriated when i had no reason to be. I also had a strange feeling at the cemetery and acknowledging few other moments with Tae. There is one question in my mind and i am not sure

If i am starting to like Kim Taehyung ?

Now that's some gold shit...

Till then see you dear Yuqi...

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Its's abouttaaa begin...fasten your seat belt folks.

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