NOOR -The light of his dark life

PART 6

DAIYAN MALIK

I left her outside with the car and went inside and I was heading upstairs to my room when I halt on my steps and spoke with my usual cold face.

"Zayn go and help her to carry the luggages" i said and moved my steps

"Daiyan!!!what is this behaviour,. She is your wife" Amma said and i turned around and spoke

"I don't consider her as my wife Amma" i announced and left for my room.

I opened the door and got relieved when I didn't saw any decorations in my room. I warned Zayn to tell the servants to clean my room if Amma didn't agree on not decorating my room for a married couple. And I'm glad he did his job perfectly. He is my brother but he do job as my secretary in office, because he told me he wants to learn many things from me.

I took out my coat and and while heading to my bathroom i peeked through the window and saw her struggling with the luggage. A piece of me wanted to go and help her but wait....no why would I help her.

C'mon daiyan Malik she is your wife, it's ok if you don't love her but she is your responsibility. It's your job to take care of her.

Put your ego aside and go and help her.

"Will you shut up...... I'm going" i said to my inner self because now used to talk to my inner self often.

I took out my neck tie and was about to step out side and I saw Zayn helping her through the window.

"He is already helping her so it's no use of me going there" i replied to my self and went inside the bathroom.

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NOOR MALIK

"Pathetic" i chuckled at my reflection in the mirror and wiped my tears

"Isn't this word made for you noor"i said and tears again begin to flow and my throat was paining because of crying.
Eyes became red and puffy ,nose became red. And I was having hiccups

"Am I that bad Allah? Do i deserve all this pain?" I said and cried out my heart. Until I heard a voice which made me wipe my tears immediately.

"Noor!!" She said with a sofr and gentle voice and i turned around with a fake smile

"Why are you crying beta?" She asked and hugged me sitting next to me and the moment she hugged me i broke down. I never felt this motherly love. My Amma cared for me but not the way I wanted. I cried in her embrace and she was just patting my back, comforting me. She didn't asked me anything after seeing my condition. After sometime i settled back my condition and broke the hug, she wiped my tears away and asked me with soft voice

"What happened beta?? Why are you crying? Did daiyan said something??" She asked me, what am I suppose to say that i got betrayed by my own parents, that i didn't knew about I'm his second wife, that his son will never consider me as his wife, that I'll never get the love i craved for.

"Am-mi"i tried to make words but failed miserably and she hugged me again and once again i broke down

"Am-mi eve-ryone betra-yed me"i said with hiccups " ammi he w-ill never love me, he will nev-er consi--der me as his wife" i said and she broke the hug and looked at me