january eighteenth

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could you close your eyes

so i can't see you

for my heart can't take it

it pounds in irregulars

waiting for you to open up

so i can close my eyes too

the sun beats down upon

my wonderous summer skin

lathered in your guilt

bathed in a deep recess

to which i barely breathe

like a bird in drowning seas

i thought of me blind

to the emotions you fail at

and fail to be

it is a relinquishment

of my heart bruised

till it may stop

the blood pumps with no thought

but i often think of ending it

just to feel the same as you

like the planes in the sky

we are cold and alone

looking for life in the fleeting

it is what we didn't want

what was desperately needed

to cure what is beneath

i open my eyes unto the sky

to feel what you never told

a little less alone


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