His Wild Child

Love Hate Love

*The Next Day*

I woke up and got dressed before forcing myself to go sit on the couch. Still in the darkness and silence. After a few minutes, my phone goes off.

My Harley💙❤: Can I come over?

Me: Sure I guess.

After about 30 minutes I hear a knock on the door before I answer it. I'm stunned by what I see.

Liv: Hey Jack Jack.

Me: Hi. Come on in.

We go and sit on the couch before Gionna takes my jacket off and goes to hand it to me.

Liv: Hey you go.

Me: Thanks Harley.

Liv looked down and smiled.

Liv: Don't call me that.

Me: Sorry GiGi.

Liv: I'm not mad about it. It just makes me miss it more.

Me: Miss what?

Liv: You and us.

Me: There's a part of me that misses it too but I just don't think it's fair to you.

Liv: What do you mean?

Me: It's not fair to you to be in a relationship with you when I can't figure myself out. It's not fair to you for you to love me when I don't love myself. I hate myself. I hate looking at myself. I'm nothing special.

Liv: Jack Jack please don't push me away. I'm your best friend. I know you're having issues. Please let me help you. You're something special to me. I was talking to Ally and Leah about you and how much I miss you. We were talking about Bo and everything that was going on between us. Do you know what the main problem was? He wanted me to call him "Daddy" and I wouldn't. Do you know why I wouldn't? I wouldn't do it because I have a Daddy. You're my Daddy. Ally was telling me that I have your heart and I may have you're heart but guess what? You have my heart.

Me: Yeah right.

Liv: You do. You've always had it. From the first day at the PC, you had it. When I looked in those blue eyes, I was yours. I miss your scent, your voice, your hugs, your cuddles, your kisses, just you. Can we please try something?

Me: Okay?

Liv: Kiss me.

Me: What?

Liv: Just do it.

Me: Okay.

We leaned in and our lips met.

After about a minute, we broke apart.

Liv: You can't tell me that you didn't feel anything.

Me: Of course I did. The world stepped again.

Liv: I'm not asking you to just unload everything on me at once. We can take baby steps and get you comfortable.

Me: Okay.

Liv: So are you my daddy again?

Me: Can I have another kiss again?

Liv smiled at me before answering.

Liv: Handsome, I'm yours. If you want a kiss, you can get as many as you want. If you want cuddles, you can get as much as your heart desires. If you want to play with my ass, you can. If you want to treat me like a slut, you can~

Me: I can't say no to that face. Come here Harley.

Liv: Yes Puddin~

We hug before we spend the rest of the day cuddled up.

When we finally went to bed, we switched positions.

I recorded our kiss before she sent it to Alex and Leah.

Liv: I think he's mine again

I still feel rotten but being around Liv makes it better. She really is my fuckin xanax.