I Got Reincarnated In Highschool Dxd (Reboot)

chapter 17: memories,will you forget?

Issei's teasing inquiry about my knowledge of love prompted a brief reflection, and with a sigh, I decided to open up about a chapter of my life that was often veiled in the shadows.

"Issei," I began, my tone taking on a more somber note,

Me:it's not just about knowing from books or movies. See, when I was sick, I spent a staggering ten years in the hospital.

His lighthearted expression shifted to one of surprise and genuine concern.

Issei:Ten years? That's a lifetime, man. What happened?

I took a moment, gathering my thoughts before continuing,

Me:During those years, I had a friend, more than a friend, actually. We were both admitted on the same day, in the same ward. She had cancer, and our shared struggle brought us together.

Issei's eyes softened, understanding the weight of the story unfolding.

Issei:So, you two became friends in the hospital?

"Yeah," I nodded

Me:and as the years passed, our conditions worsened. But amidst the pain and uncertainty, we made a promise to each other. We vowed that when we got better, we'd become a real couple and help each other fulfill our dreams.

Issei listened attentively, the gravity of the story sinking in.

Issei:That sounds beautiful, man. What happened next?

Me:Life, or rather, fate had different plans

I continued, a touch of melancholy in my voice.

Me:she passed away one night while I continued to move  on, years later.

A poignant silence lingered between us, the weight of unspoken emotions hanging in the air. Issei's expression shifted from curiosity to a more empathetic understanding.

Issei:i'm sorry, Finn

he offered sincerely.

I managed a small smile, appreciating the sentiment.

Me:It's okay, Issei. That experience taught me a lot about love, loss, and the enduring power of promises. It's why I try to understand these things, even in our supernatural world.

Issei nodded in silent

I took a deep breath, Issei's presence a reassuring anchor as I delved into the tangled web of emotions that lay beneath the surface.

Me:Issei, there's something I need to confess. Sometimes, when I try to help you with Raynare, I can't help but question my own motives. Am I doing this because it's what I wished for with Aysha, the girl I spent those years within the hospital, or am I just being selfish?

Is that why the system even created the mission In the first place

Issei, perceptive as ever, listened attentively, his eyes reflecting a blend of curiosity and understanding.

Issei:What do you mean, Finn? You're just trying to be a good friend and help me out.

I nodded, appreciating the simplicity of his perspective.

Me:True, but it's more complicated than that. Aysha and I made promises during those challenging years, promises that involved becoming a real couple and supporting each other's dreams once we got better. But she passed away, and now I find myself grappling with the question of whether I'm projecting those unfulfilled wishes onto your situation with Raynare.

Issei's expression softened, empathy glinting in his eyes.

Issei:Finn, you've been through a lot. It's only natural for past experiences to shape how you view things. But helping me with Raynare doesn't have to be about reliving your past. It's about being a good friend, and I appreciate that.