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——————— CHAPTER ONE ⁽ˢᵃᵐᵉᵒˡᵈᵇᵃᶜᵏʷⁱᵗʰᵗʰᵉ ⁿᵉʷ⁾
outer banks was home to jules, when she was younger the small girl always found her hanging around with kiara or jj on the days her mother and father where to busy to pay attention to her.
it was difficult to enjure so much at a small age also effectively ruining her life and ending her up to where she was now,and not one person helped her
nobody reached out to her, strangely the woman who she was meant to call mum sent her here behind her back, calling her mentally ill even - though she drinks herself to sleep every night
jules always wondered what her friends were doing, were they thinking of her or was they laughing their heads of in enjoyment of her disappearance, and one name came to her head.
the boy who meant so little to her but so much at the same time, spending most of her nights with him behind her friends back and never speaking again she wondered what happened to him after she left.
her and rafe would relieve each other any time stress got too much for the both of them, even he got into drugs but he was doing better than her obviously.
sometimes she wonders if it were different, would she be waiting for her mother to come pick her up instead she could be sitting with her parents and watching movies, maybe even her dad would of never left just maybe in another universe jules could experience happiness.
her mother didn't once hug her on the the ride back to her home town, speaking of that she said to jules that nobody even wanted me home and she shouldn't be wasting her time on someone she doesn't even love
my own mother doesn't even love me, that didn't even hurt me its all the same thing over n over again, she doesn't love me but begs me to stay with her when i try leave, but drinks and hits me because my father reminds her of me.
but this summer everything will change
for the better.
i will get better.
❦
my mother yelled for me to get out of the car, she dropped me of at the deck where the pouges hung around.
