A friend told me once, blue suits you the most
And I took the expression to the letter
I painted the walls, the doors, the windows and myself with the latter
A color that now I often times use to describe my state of mind,
I am blue it means I am sad
Long shadows that surround my being
Cornering me against wall until I was buried in a lot of blues,
Suffocated with fears, haints and unease
Blue! A spell that unfreezes the waterfalls in my eyes and let them flow over my rosy cheeks!
Blue! A feeling that makes me Dwell on the bunch of things I lost on the past summers
The petals that fell from all the roses I wanted to keep
Leaving me with lots of thorns attached to my heart
Thorns that poke my heart whenever I meet a new face, you will lose them this summer too
Thorns that make my chest ache and kill the butterflies in my stomach, the fantasies in my mind and the spark of joy in my heart
Blue! a color I believed suited me
It turns out it was a pale color that made me look weak, sad and lonely!
Where to find solace that's the question, a song on repeat
In the windy days hoping they will sweep my worries and blues
Or the dreams that I will take as a go with no back flight
Or in my journal that holds scary stories of my past that bleeds whenever I open and start to seek
Or imagination that turns the dark night into a sunshine light
Where to find solace for the blues I carried for a long time!
Blue! a color that imprisoned me
Kept me faithless, helpless and restless
Trying to Piece together the memories I was left with to find an answer
Sifting my mind hoping to find a spoken ghost that might provide an answer!
But I found solace in the poems I write!
Heartwarming words that keeps me sane and sound
Because my mental health was the cost I paid once for believing in the color blue!
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