How much have I endured till now
Isn't that enough, or the worst is yet to come
I am afraid of my sanity and soul's glow
Because Everything is heavy and cold
Where's the fucking destination, I think am lost in this journey with no direction
How much do I have to endure the pain that keeps squeezing my heart and breaking my brain
Shattered pieces of my body blown away by the winter's windy days
I am tired of enduring and drinking from the cups of pains
I am tired of being the kind that keeps trying till the end
I am tired of always doubting my intuition, instincts and myself
I am tired of how much I lack confidence
I am overwhelmed of being the kind that gives from an empty cup
I am overwhelmed of following maps that leads to nowhere
I am tired of being the one to feel guilt and blame herself again and again
I wonder why I endure this much, why I settle and let them eat my flowers, steal stars in my eyes and borrow my body when they need back-ups
I am tired of letting them feeding their hanger on my insecurities
But again I wonder is it my fault or theirs that am enduring
Because it is either my fault because I showed them my weakness or my fault because i knew they like to dine and dash and i still endured
Why my heart is full of this much of déteste for the one and only person that's always being its accomplice all the time!
I want out, I want freedom, I want liberation for my soul!
I wonder if there is such a door!
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you should pumper yourself with love too
nothing deserves your deep thinking
just don't hurt others, but me and you don't have to endure, okay?
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Half Girl Poems
PoesiaHalf Girl describes that vulnerable side of me! I believe that, It is through darkness that we shine, this version of the book highlight a dark side "the vulnerable" one, when i had zero confidence and only leaned on others to get validation, when...
