What did I do wrong In all past relationships?
Why did the people I trusted shattered my heart to uncollected pieces and dimes
Why did they painted me in black and dark blue
They played their cards quietly and right!
Left me as an unrecognizable soul,
a disfigured face and a freezing heart!
What was my role? A punch bag, a muse or a
plan they turn too to make themselves feel true
Since then I have been training myself to
stay steady and forget the trembling body
Since then I have been training myself to
speak clearly and get rid of the stutter I developed in their time
Since then I have been training myself to
breath calmly every time a new person come to say Hi!
It leaves a sour salty taste on the mouth
An eventful date to remember and cry
It taints life with darker shades and dim the lights
It screw you down until you had enough
It breaks your safety walls
It leaves echoes of fears and screams
It pushes you to the edges of life
Float you up and pushes you down
It takes gravity out of your life, until
you see everything you built Float in slow motion
It toss your maps in the dirt and steal
dreams from your eyes
It takes away your identity and life
It steals the spark that specifies your soul and your heart
Being in a relationship with such people
is expensive and a blessing in disguise
It teaches a lesson and deliver a new person strong and Devine,
It frees the caterpillars to become butterflies
It teaches to glew your pieces together and alone
It delivers a creative mind and liberate the heart
It shapes the mind and built it strong
It pushes you to solidify the one and the only relationship that forever lasts
It makes you compose melodies and songs that rhymes
It gives you words to build and describe the feelings that runs under your skin
To let go and make wishes in this life
It is the bittersweet that delivers you to the real world!
And the stories you need to write poems!
Thank you to all my past experiences !
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Half Girl Poems
PoetryHalf Girl describes that vulnerable side of me! I believe that, It is through darkness that we shine, this version of the book highlight a dark side "the vulnerable" one, when i had zero confidence and only leaned on others to get validation, when...